Atay's Journal

Nice karate tonight.  Blood all over my uniform from hitting a "board."  My sensei had to put a bandage on my finger.  He said, "You know, the first blood you should get on your uniform is someone else's, not your own."  I smiled and it felt good to smile.

Hmmm.........well, didn't I have the stupidest song in my head today.   So, I insterted different words.  Instead of, "Shake it like a pom-pom."  I finally tried to change it to, "I love myself, I love myself, uh huh."  Weird that that only lasted for about 2 minutes while the dumb ass song itself never stopped in my brain.  Do I love myself?  Nah.........I mean, YES, I LOVE MYSELF. 

It's a strange few nights.  The moon, perhaps?  I am not one to go with that kind of jive, but by-golly if the moon doesn't drive me nuts.  I can't sleep, but I'm so tired.  Tense, irritable, moody, dissatisfied and uncomfortable in my skin.  My daughter is the same.  I will take a Valium to get to sleep because this is night 3.  Horrid.