Years
It's been a good two years since I was last active really on this site. I'm glad to be back and I need the support. I also have …
4 discussion posts, 2 hugs given, 2 hugs received, 1 group discussion post, 1 journal post
Atay gave Jules9999 a hug 9:34pm
Hi there! Thank you for hugs, much needed! Hope your weekend is good as well.…
Atay gave shootingstar a hug 9:31pm
Hi there. Thanks for the hug, much needed today!…
Atay wrote a discussion post in the Eating Disorders support group: Shame Game 8:47pm
Like the Shame Game post, let's list the messages we WISH and DESERVE we had received as a child. I am…
Atay wrote a discussion post in the Eating Disorders support group: PMS Pattern 8:41pm
I've discovered that I'm bulimic ONLY on the first ten days at the start of my period. If this is the…
Atay wrote a discussion post in the Depression support group: What are narcotics? 9:16pm
My god! I swear, I got a tooth pulled, ate some vicodin, and felt happy for the first time in YEARS.…
It's been a good two years since I was last active really on this site. I'm glad to be back and I need the support. I also have …
I'm getting crazier. I'm doing strange things. I do not feel like reaching out, of course, but I'm going to type my entry no …
Nice karate tonight. Blood all over my uniform from hitting a "board." My sensei had to put a bandage on my finger. He …
Just thinking that the theme cure for not loving yourself is to find a Love, Energy, or spiritual connection with a god that loves you and to connect …
Depression is quite ridiculous. It's got to be the strangest mental health issue. I have it, I live it, I am it and I am …
I currently feel betrayed by my body. Every inch tells me I need to binge. I sometimes, lately binge fiercly twice a month-PMS and Ovulation time. I so badly crave sugar, fat, and caffeinne. I recognize the emotional aspect of my bingeing, but the cravings that are hormonal are so intense that I will die without 8 packages of cookies and 3 lbs of chocolate. I've been bulimic for many years and I've been recovered for many years. Why, at this age,37, are these cravings coming back to haunt me?
I'm a personal trainer who struggles myself with diet & exercise. I need support as well.
What a ride!
My emotions rule my life. It's time to gain some control of this bipolar express and live life more fully.
This has GOT to be my problem. Ever since I started my period, my moods have been out of control. Tried everything.