Years
June 28, 2009 10:22pm
It's been a good two years since I was last active really on this site. I'm glad to be back and I need the support. I also have …
Progress
10 %
Goal End Date is Oct 2, 08 276 days ago.
Atay 
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About Me
Atay
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Recent Activity
Recently:
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4 discussion posts, 2 hugs given, 2 hugs received, 1 group discussion post, 1 journal post
Yesterday
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Atay gave Jules9999 a hug 9:34pm
Hi there! Thank you for hugs, much needed! Hope your weekend is good as well.…
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Atay gave shootingstar a hug 9:31pm
Hi there. Thanks for the hug, much needed today!…
Thursday
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Atay wrote a discussion post in the Eating Disorders support group: Shame Game 8:47pm
Like the Shame Game post, let's list the messages we WISH and DESERVE we had received as a child. I am…
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Atay wrote a discussion post in the Eating Disorders support group: PMS Pattern 8:41pm
I've discovered that I'm bulimic ONLY on the first ten days at the start of my period. If this is the…
Wednesday
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Atay wrote a discussion post in the Depression support group: What are narcotics? 9:16pm
My god! I swear, I got a tooth pulled, ate some vicodin, and felt happy for the first time in YEARS.…
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Journal
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Crazier
May 24, 2009 1:36pm
I'm getting crazier. I'm doing strange things. I do not feel like reaching out, of course, but I'm going to type my entry no …
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Just as stressed as a professional
October 7, 2008 1:08am
Nice karate tonight. Blood all over my uniform from hitting a "board." My sensei had to put a bandage on my finger. He …
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Looking for outside love
September 29, 2008 4:24pm
Just thinking that the theme cure for not loving yourself is to find a Love, Energy, or spiritual connection with a god that loves you and to connect …
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A Present To Myself
September 28, 2008 1:52pm
Depression is quite ridiculous. It's got to be the strangest mental health issue. I have it, I live it, I am it and I am …
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Support Groups
Close Food Addiction
I currently feel betrayed by my body. Every inch tells me I need to binge. I sometimes, lately binge fiercly twice a month-PMS and Ovulation time. I so badly crave sugar, fat, and caffeinne. I recognize the emotional aspect of my bingeing, but the cravings that are hormonal are so intense that I will die without 8 packages of cookies and 3 lbs of chocolate. I've been bulimic for many years and I've been recovered for many years. Why, at this age,37, are these cravings coming back to haunt me?
Treatments
- Lamictal Somewhat Helpful
- It's the PMDD that's hard to get through.
Close Fitness Goals
Type: Improve overall fitnessI'm a personal trainer who struggles myself with diet & exercise. I need support as well.
Open Eating Disorders
Type: BulimiaWhat a ride!
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Zoloft Somewhat Helpful
Open Depression
Treatments
- Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Somewhat Helpful
- It's been years.
- Prozac Working / Worked
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
Open Bipolar Disorder
My emotions rule my life. It's time to gain some control of this bipolar express and live life more fully.
Treatments
- Abilify Working / Worked
- Weight gain, scares me, so I went off.
- Ativan Working / Worked
- Always helpful, but just as a when needed approach.
- Lamictal Working / Worked
- 8 years and still going.
- Lithium Working / Worked
- On month two, haven't noticed anything yet.
- Topamax Working / Worked
- On and off. Need to try it again. Seemed to help with body pain but think it made me moody.
Open Pre-menstrual Syndrome (PMS)
This has GOT to be my problem. Ever since I started my period, my moods have been out of control. Tried everything.
Treatments
- Estrogen Patch Considering
- Im considering an estrogen patch.
