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Russ123 
its strange how i feel atm almost a total numbness to the world... i did not realise how bad it had gotten until last night i was lieing awake in bed (i struggle to sleep these days) and was messing about on my phone and came accross and old msg id saved 1 i had writen to my ex gf and i read it and felt absolutly nothing, this might not seem strange but given the back round of it, we dated for ages and then had a pretty bad break up yet i still felt nothing at one point i loved this girl more than anything then hated her just as much how can i feel nothing when i read this msg. iv spent hours thinking about stuff today comming up with nothing to try get out of my numb state its really weird
