I am a yo-yo
May 27, 2008 8:51pm
The prob with the bf turned out to be work related, but that doesn't benefit my frame of mind or my well being. He is back to normal, …
azulgirl 
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About Me
azulgirl
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About Me
Very depressed. Starting new full time job, full time student, BF problems. Joined anxiety and stress control community but depression is #1. Had depression at least since I was 16. Was married in my 20's, no kids (another source of pain) and am changing careers from being in photography for 23 years to the medical field. I also suffer headaches and migraines. I have money issues, and will if the bf moves out, and many times feel overwhelmed by the fact that I feel nothing is stable in my life. I'm 43 and still don't have my sh*t together. My friends plan for their retirement, I'm hoping to get through school.
Very depressed. Starting new full time job, full time student, BF problems. Joined anxiety and stress control community but depression is #1. Had depression at least since I was 16. Was married in my 20's, no kids (another source of pain) and am changing careers from being in photography for 23 years to the medical field. I also suffer headaches and migraines. I have money issues, and will if the bf moves out, and many times feel overwhelmed by the fact that I feel nothing is stable in my life. I'm
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Interests
It's hard to have any right now. My 2 cats and 2 kittens. Frequently visit CMA (cleveland museum of art). Reading classics, or novels written about the english monarchy. Old movies. Going out to eat. Spending time with family and friends, riding my bike, going to the park. Emailing pals.
It's hard to have any right now. My 2 cats and 2 kittens. Frequently visit CMA (cleveland museum of art).
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awful
April 26, 2008 8:47am
Now the live in BF is not talking to me. He ignores me, acts like I'm not in the room, goes about his things without a concern or second glance …
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Better and Not
April 19, 2008 9:50am
Just as things with this school semester come to a close and I'm actually enjoying my new job, getting used to my new schedule; my live in BF …
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A Monday
April 14, 2008 7:05am
Just feeling so crappy I need to get it out.
Have to go to day 3 of the new job where I normally don't get a lunch, much less time to pee, and …
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yes i been taken it now four two weeks i have more anxiety attacks i hate this drug
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Azulgirl..... hope your feeling better soon..... the saying when it rains it pours, is so true... like curveball after curveball, but one door closes and another one WILL open.... trust yourself
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just thinking of you. I am doing much better thank you for the comment
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Hi!
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How are you? Hope your having a good weekend ... Gwen
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Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionI have a long journal entry but I've suffered depression for at least 31 yrs. I haven't felt as badly as I do now in 13 years. I have Dysthymia - (long term, low grade depression), but it is classified clinical.
Treatments
- Wellbutrin Not Working
- Just went off Wellbutrin SR, doc took me off - too many side effects, she said my system was rejecting it.
- Writing Working / Worked
- Need to get it out, so it helps.
Close Anxiety
Depression and anxiety go hand in hand for me. I started with a profile in depression.
Treatments
Open Stress Management
I joined the depression community first, also suffer stress. Have had 'nervous' problems since a kid. Don't know if it's any diff than anxiety.
Treatments
- Physical Exercise Working / Worked
- relieves everyday workaday stress but doesn't do as much when things are very bleak.
Open Breakups & Divorce
Having relationship problems with my BF who lives with me. Lately things have just not been good, he told me to get a full time job in case he moves out.
Treatments
- Pets Working / Worked
- at least I can always count on their love.
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Talking Working / Worked
- Time Working / Worked
