Journal Entry for January 12, 2008
When the screaming stops
And the fire dies
All that's left is ash
Ash
All that's there to hide the scars
When no one hears
I do not fear the fire
As …
I am a college student, living with my father. My mother died when I was one and a half.
I am a college student, living with my father. My mother died when I was one and a half.
When the screaming stops
And the fire dies
All that's left is ash
Ash
All that's there to hide the scars
When no one hears
I do not fear the fire
As …
Desolate
Alone...I want contact. I want so badly to feel like a child. To feel like I have someone to care for me...just for a moment. It all feels so …
I just want to go out, live on the street right now. I just want to be lost in the crowd....thats all.
Right now I'm listening to Breaking Benjamin. I'm always listening to music. It helps me meditate I suppose
At any rate I was going to tell a …
We have another poem. Let me just say sometimes serenity isn't a happy place.
The dust rolls
And all is silent
There isn’t …
I blamed myself for my mother's death. I don't any more but the sadness still exists.
I don't know if it's a story really. I have clinical depression and have never been dx'd with anxiety, however I know I have a general anxiety disorder.