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PMarsh 
8:44pm, March 19, 2009
This morning I forgot to give my cat her pain meds before I left for work. She's been doing so well for the last several days, and I just forgot. It's hard for me to see her do so well, but to remember she's not really herself, as she seems.
I came home several hours early to give her the meds, and I just gave her some before bed. I'll remember to give her a dose before I leave tomorrow for work.
Yesterday afternoon I found out that the work contract I'm on was cut back to part time hours due to funding. I'm now looking for another position within my company and without. I have gotten three jobs over the last year, meaning I've had to look that many times.
I swear that I'm having enough to worry about without having to worry about my job too. I mean, I have Isabella and her cancer, I have a possible second type of seizure (absence, or petit mal) that I haven't had time to take care of, and now the stupid job too. Thank goodness I haven't bought a house yet, even though I'd hoped to have one by now. That's one thing I don't have to worry about. I had to spend several thousand dollars on a vet stay when Isabella was first diagnosed with masses on her spleen, and thank god I had my tax return waiting in savings to take care of half of that.
Seriously, I've had enough crap happening for a while. Enough.
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yeah, enough is enough. You are going through a lot right now. I think just Isabella's situation would be enough trouble for right now. Adding the work situation and then the seizures, well, ....enough is enough.
I've been thinking about Isabella a lot. She is lucky to have you in her life (as you are to have her) I am glad she is doing ok in spite of the cancer. Give her a hug for me.
brainbroke