Journal Entry for January 16, 2009
been reading this book "because i remember terror father i remember you" holy crap is it triggering....never knew what people …
im a stay at home mom of two boys ages 3 and 7.......love every minute of it.....i like reality tv....my attention span cant handle much else....i love a good book, the beach, and nature...My friends and family mean the world to me....
im a stay at home mom of two boys ages 3 and 7.......love every minute of it.....i like reality tv....my attention span cant handle much else....i love a good book, the beach, and nature...My friends and family mean the world to me....
been reading this book "because i remember terror father i remember you" holy crap is it triggering....never knew what people …
my older swon has been home sick from school....it would be nice to actually socialize w adults some time in the near future..its also hard because …
today i actually put new pictures inside my frames and was able to look at old pictures....wierd i used to take pictures put them out etc...havnt …
my new years resoulution is to do my aerobic every day....so far so good,,,if any thing i become a little obssesed.....and do it too much...because …
been really tired lately....im trying to walk the track and when i get those bursts of energy i try to do something physical//////miss the sun and …
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2 years ago remembered that my father molested me and my sister. we both never remembered. both mom and dad not in life after this. been tough 2 years since some not all memories came back confronted father last year and he cried,and said"i cant believe i am like those men you see on the news, but you dont lie so i must be if thats what you remember"my father proceeded to tell his side of the family that we were accusing him of this
FATHER SEXUALLY ABUSED ME AND MY SISTER ONLY REMEMBERED THIS 2 YEARS AGO.. NOW THERAPIST SAYS I HAVE OCD SENDING ME TO A PSHY.(NO CLUE HOW TO SPELL THAT)TO SEE WHAT MEDS TO GO ON b ut totally agINST MEDS.......
CURRENTLY NO RELATIONSHIP WITH EITHER PARENT. MOLESTED BY FATHER JUST REMEMBERED 2 YEARS AGO AND JUST RECENTLY CUT MY MOTHER OUT OF MY LIFE. 2 GREAT KIDS AND HUSBAND THANK GOD EVERY DAY FOR THEM
2 children 3 and 7 3 year old is a handful but loving, 7 year old any parents dream child
always obsess about my weight.
my husband and youngest son have this disorder although all you see are cafe spots. my husband does have lumps that are sometimes noticable
always tired. ever since hs.. diagnosed with ebstien bar
grind teeth in sleep awakw when stressed
control my dreams when they become scray....can make myself invisible.....
father emotionally abused my family......besides molesting us
suffer from this after remebering my dad molested my sis and me
sometimes i get very angry.......over dumb things because im not dealing w issues i should....im a yeller.....
dont eat red meat and dont like to even eat chicken because my mind starts to obsess about it being an animal and it grosses me out
my jaw cracks
my son in the past week has been twitching..he makes wierd facial grimaces then his head shakes back and forth and his arm twitches