Mother to a beautiful 2 year old son, Christian Akio - the sunshine of my life! Finally found the perfect religion after a lifetime of searching - Buddhism! Back in the process of converting to a full fledged Mahayanna Buddhist. Engaged to a wonderful man who is the love of my life! Manager for financial institution, I love to dabble in interior design and in home renovations, and love to read all of the time! I'm a smart ass and I love to laugh! I love helping others out. I beat an addiction to Ativan (a sedative) in 2008 & I am still in early recovery.
Mother to a beautiful 2 year old son, Christian Akio - the sunshine of my life! Finally found the perfect religion after a lifetime of searching - Buddhism! Back in the process of converting to a full fledged Mahayanna Buddhist. Engaged to a wonderful man who is the love of my life! Manager for financial institution, I love to dabble in interior design and in home renovations, and love to read all of the time! I'm a smart ass and I love to laugh! I love helping others out. I beat an addiction to
Interior Design and home renovations, going antique shopping, watching artsy foreign films, going to Martini Bars, surfing the net, reading anything and everything!, Shopping, Music (all types) and watching Football! Go Cowboys! Die Hard Cowboys fan and proud of the fact that I can talk ****with the boys! I also love just about every type of music and find that it helps me with my moods!
Interior Design and home renovations, going antique shopping, watching artsy foreign films, going to
March 23, 2009 7:50pm
Feeling more & more lost....all I do is sleep. Not wanting to be here anymore- but I LOVE my son more than anything...thanks to messages …
March 23, 2009 7:49pm
Feeling more & more lost....all I do is sleep. Not wanting to be here anymore- but I LOVE my son more than anything...thanks to messages …
March 22, 2009 1:09pm
I am going to take a nap - i have laid out my pills which will knock me out for a little while - maybe if I can sleep enough - this thing will work …
March 22, 2009 11:46am
Fiance took off after a fight - no contact for 5 days. I tried to see him and he wouldn't open his door or answer my calls. …
hang in there!!! i hope you are doing alright; i wish we could chat, but i type really slowly w/the one (non-dominant) hand. please take good care & be good to yourself!!!
love, Alexis XXOO
Hi Continue to stay postitive with yourself. Look for the beautiful rainbows in your day. We all have good and bad days. God many blessings on you and your family. Suzanne
are you ok? What happened? I've been worried about you. HUGS
A hug if you come back online!
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I suffer with depression and anxiety. It was under control (therapy, meds, etc)and I had a baby which triggered post-partum depression which has since triggered major depression.
New Mom at age 40. 19 month old son is the love of my life. Starting to go through terrible twos.
Diagnosed 9 mos ago a Bipolar - I seriously doubt this diagnosis- am seriously addicted to Ativan
Diagnosed with Severe Anxiety Disorder
