I am a regular education teacher that is not starting school this year for the first time in 13 years. This really hurts me to no end. I am working with a wonderful therapist who is trying to get me back to work and through surgery with little or no panic attacks. I have been a special education teacher for the past eleven years.
I am a regular education teacher that is not starting school this year for the first time in 13 years. This really hurts me to no end. I am working with a wonderful therapist who is trying to get me back to work and through surgery with little or no panic attacks. I have been a special education teacher for the past eleven years.
golf, walks on the beach, being with people that like me for who I am, reading, and helping people that are going through what I went through
golf, walks on the beach, being with people that like me for who I am, reading, and helping people that
October 17, 2008 6:07pm
Today in group, the psy intern, Gary, had us pick out a basket that was pretty to us. I liked them all. However, I found one that I liked …
May your day be filled with God's love and blessings~Love,Maria
I asked God to bless you As I prayed for you today. To guide you and protect you As you go along your way... His love is always with you, His promises are true, And when we give Him all our cares You know He will see us through. So when the road you're traveling on Seems difficult at best, Just remember I'm here praying And God will do the rest~Love ,Maria
I believe in reaching out and touching from the heart. I believe that if we touch, a gift we can impart. I believe that if you cry your tears are not in vain. And when you are sad and lonely, others know your pain. I believe that when we laugh a sparkle starts to shine. And I just know that spark will spread from more hearts than just mine. I believe that hidden in the quiet of the night, there's magic moths and gypsies a fairy and a sprite. I believe that if you dance the dances of your heart, that greater happiness will find a brand new way to start. I believe the gifts you have are there for you to share And when you give them from the heart, the whole world knows your care. I believe that if you give, even just to one, that gift will grow in magnitude before the day is done. I believe that comfort comes from giving part of me. And if I share with others, there's more for all to see. I believe that love is still the greatest gift of all and when it's given from the heart then not one of us will fall. Love, Maria
Meaning Of A Friend... True friendship costs nothing, But gives you so much. It brings forth a warmth of happiness, Knowing that someone cares. It gives you a smile of laughter, That makes your day brighter. It creates that unmistakable harmony, That you are wanted and trusted. It gives you a meaning of belonging, knowing someone believes in you. It perks you up when you are feeling sad, It's that shining star of hope, Coming out when you need it most. Thanks for being my friend. I love you very much. Love, Teresa
Friendship. It's something no one can replace. It's also something of true grace. When things sometimes don't go your way, Your friends will be there, come what may. They'll always find it in their hearts, To forgive and do their part. To trust and always have hope and faith. There are a few things on this earth so great, So treasure friendship from the start And hope that it will not depart. For it will always bring a smile, This special love that makes life worthwhile. Thanks for being my friend! Love, Teresa
I have been suffering with depression for awhile. No one in my family, even my husband wants to agree with me that I have depression. Treatment is very hard for me because everyone is telling me to snap out of it. My husband yells at me and causes many panic attacks. I can't take it any more. Each attach I feel like I am closer to death. I wish it would stop.
With help from my therapist, my panic attacks are finally under control. Yeah! Hopefully, soon, I can get back to my job as a teacher.
I just went to my obgyn today. He diagnosed me with interstitial cystitis. I feel like I am going to die. It could lead to bladder cancer. I am very scared. I have no friends that understand this. I feel like I am in Hell.
The oc said that I might want to have surgery on this wrist so that I get my function back of my writing hand.
My husband and I are sleeping in separate bedrooms. After my surgery next week and I heal, I am going to check into separation.
Finally after seeing the doctor yesterday for the zillionth time he said he doesn't understand why I am in soooooo much pain. I go to my chiro. today and he should me my xrays of my lower back and my hips. He said that I need to have a bone density test done, my bones and spine is horrible for a mid 30 woman and they could collapse, he said that all the pain may be fibromlysia(sp)? I have so much crap right night to deal with. How did I get another diagnosis?
I recently fell on the ice at school while I was walking to my car. I went to the chiro. doctor. He took xrays. The doctor told me today that I need to have a bone desity test. That eventually my bones will just go down and smush together. I need to have an MRI done. My family doctor thinks that there is nothing wrong with me. My back always hurts.
When I was in the 8th grade I was violiated by my boyfriend without my permission in my teachers house in the other room. He did not have my permission to do this. Also a man in a group that I was in put his hand on one of my breasts without my permission and felt me up when I was supposed to be in a religious group.
I have been in the day hospital voluntary since March 17 because I have had a mental breakdown. The doctor has had me on zoloft, paxil, prozac, celexa, and now lamictal. I am really worried about taking the lamictal. I am a regular education teacher and I am trying to get back to work after a major fall on the school lot. I n
My husband has been verbally and emotionally cutting me down. It is his way or the high way. He brings up all my PTSD issues. I can't get off of disability feeling like this and I am too afraid to leave right now. I suffer from depression, anxiety, and fear of going out of the house at times. I lost my job at school because I am still having panic attacks. Help!!!!!!!
I have constant panic attacks. I am off of work right now because of the panic and the anxiety. I don't know if I will ever get back. I have to have surgery a week from today. I have a lot of anxiety about the surger.
I am going into surgery for this on Wednesday. I hope I can get a few years of relief without having to have my tubes tied.
