General Update
October 23, 2008 1:05pm
First of all, I can't believe that I haven't been here since July. Where does the time go when you are in constant severe pain ??? I am so …
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EvieM
6:57pm, January 25, 2009
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About Me
EvieM
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About Me
My Passion is NASCAR, I'm a HomeMaker, I'm Married and we have a four year old English Labrador Retriever, whose name is Sir Ripley. I'm suffering from anxiety attacks, bipolar, depression and migraine headaches. Please stop the world, long enough for me to jump off, I think I have suffered these conditions long enough !!!
My Passion is NASCAR, I'm a HomeMaker, I'm Married and we have a four year old English Labrador Retriever, whose name is Sir Ripley. I'm suffering from anxiety attacks, bipolar, depression and migraine headaches. Please stop the world, long enough for me to jump off, I think I have suffered these conditions long enough !!!
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Interests
Writing, Reading, Blogging, NBA, NFL, Crocheting and Music.
Writing, Reading, Blogging, NBA, NFL, Crocheting and Music.
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Journal
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Journal Entry for July 3, 2008
July 3, 2008 5:57pm
Well, here we are about a month from my last Journal entry. I know I sound like a broken record, but this has been a pretty bad bump in the road of …
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This week in the life of a fool.
June 4, 2008 8:35pm
I have just experienced the worse week in my life, since I have come to grips with my Bipolar Disorder. I have experienced fits of RAGE that …
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Journal Entry for May 27, 2008
May 27, 2008 6:31pm
I can't believe that I've actually come on this website and admitted that I have Bipolar Disorder, AND I've even taken a step in that …
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hey glad u stopped in.
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ps. i just remembered. when i was a child i had a sticker book, with fun, outragious, laugh-in style sayings. and that one was my favorite! stop the world, i want to get off. lol
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Evie, do u ever log on anymore?
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Thanks. Well Jimmie is running away with the Chase. We were suppose to go the race this weekend but I cancelled our tickets...just did not want to spend the money. Crazy since I am blowing it like crazy on everything else. The mind is a crazy thing! Have a good day.
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Support Groups
Close Depression
I don't even know where to start. I had joined this site in 2007 and have been "on again, off again" to the point that I don't even know what I'm doing, I can't seem to stay focused on anything. I'm trying to make an attempt to get back on this site and share with others that are hurting as much as I am. I guess the saying, "Misery loves company" is true and helpful ??? That's all I have to say for now.
Treatments
- Zoloft Not Working
- This is DEFINATELY not working for me. It got to the point that I really couldn't think straight. I couldn't even remember if I took this medication. When I would "forget", the side effects were flu-like symptoms that made me wish I were dead.
Close Anxiety
I suffer from all sorts of anxieties and depression. I hardly have a day go by without dealing with these matters and I am so very tired of it. There doesn't seem to be anything to help !!! I am TOTALLY frustrated. I am anxious over the past, present and mainly the future. I need help but can't seem to find it, it's as if I'm speaking a strange language from another planet that no one understands. I want to end my life but I'm too chicken to do anything about it. That's about I have to say.
Treatments
- Zoloft Not Working
- It was like a trip to hell. I could not think straight and didn't even know it until I started forgetting to take it. Then I got sicker than a dog for about six days - I guess from coming off if it with out tapering off of it. But I can assure you of one thing - - that medication will never enter my mouth again as long as I live.
Open Bipolar Disorder
This is a BIG step for me to join this group because I have been in denial that I even have Bipolar Disorder. I suspected that I did because my Father had it but I have recently had an actual Doctor advise me that this is true. I figure by joining this group I can learn more about the Disorder. I really don't know anything about it. Symptoms, treatment or anything like that. I would appreciate all the help I can get. Thanks ! EvieM.
Open Pacemakers
My story is that my heart STOPPED for three minutes in June 2005. I have been on a pacemaker ever since. I am STILL experiencing chest pain and am taking medications for my heart. I am also bipolar, among other things so I am pretty much a mess. EvieM.
