Yuck
September 14, 2009 8:29pm
I haven't written so long. I just need to get this out in the universe. I hate my life today. I feel so lost. I have no …
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lacy24
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About Me
lacy24
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About Me
I'm trying to find a way to get back to being a happier, carefree me!
I'm trying to find a way to get back to being a happier, carefree me!
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Interests
Reading, movies, cats n dogs, music, dancing
Reading, movies, cats n dogs, music, dancing
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I just wanted to say hi and hope your having a good weekend :)
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Just thinking about you and wanted to send this big hug.
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Thanks for your hug, got to think of a new goal now, have an idea but we'll see. Best wishes, Mics.
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things will get better....................
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Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionI've been trying get better with depression for the past 5 years, and I'm beginning to think maybe it's chronic and may never go away. Maybe it's genetic; mother has it, and so does my sister. I've tried antidepressants, and counseling and so far...not helping. I'd like to see what an online support group such as this is like. I often feel like no one gets it and I'm alone, even though I know I'm not, I still feel that way.
Treatments
- Celexa Not Working
- Started with 10mg and went up to 40mg. I never really noticed a difference. Currently weaning off of it and maybe why I'm having panic attacks right now.
- Effexor Not Working
- It was very hard to wean off of.
- Lexapro Not Working
- Was the first one I tried, and it didn't work.
- Positive Thinking Somewhat Helpful
- I try, but find it difficult to stick with when depression/anxiety fills your mind with negativity.
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- It was good to talk to an objective professional, and that helped I think. But she didn't really tell me anything I didn't already know. I also don't have enough money to keep going with it in case it does work.
- Support from Friends & Family Somewhat Helpful
- They do their best and are sometimes helpful. I am still left feeling like they don't really understand. Sometimes they think it's something you just snap out of.
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
- It helps get thoughts out of my head.
Close Anxiety
Seems to go hand in hand with my depression. It's a vicious cycle of anxiety making me feel more depressed, and the more depressed I am the more anxious I can be.
Treatments
- Ativan Working / Worked
- This worked as a fast acting drug for the anxiety, but oh boy, I'd feel woozy and really out of it. But hey I calmed down!
Open Panic Attacks
Has anyone ever had a panic attack in their sleep? I think I have, I'll wake up gasping for breath, sweating, heart pounding, the need to find someone to talk to right NOW and cry. I want to not feel that way ever again. but it keeps happening.
Open Bereavement
Type: Loss of a ParentShe died 5 years ago from cancer, and I'm still suffering
Treatments
- Crying Working / Worked
- Keeping Busy Working / Worked
- Music Working / Worked
- Pets Working / Worked
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Reading Working / Worked
- Remembering Working / Worked
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- Talking Working / Worked
- Time Working / Worked
Open Endometriosis
I was diagnosed with this summer 07. It happened very quickly. They said people usually have a history of painful periods, but I sure didn't. 2 months after the first killer cycle and antibiotics I had surgery. Lo and behold I had endometriosis and they took out my left ovary and all that tumor as big as a grapefruit. I hope that it'll stay gone!!
Treatments
- Surgery Working / Worked
- Well it worked for now!It wasn't a fun experience.
- Oral Contraceptives Working / Worked
