Hi my name is Tish and I am a 36 …
Hi my name is Tish and I am a 36 year old married to my high school sweetheart and have two beautiful little girls. I …
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..... to be alone ,broke and depressed! It has been like this for a while now. Since the only family that I have (my sis) lives in another state..having those wonderful dinners and such just don't happen anymore. I sit here in my room alone most of the time anyway, but seeing and hearing everybody elses happy plans..... well just makes me sad.How selfish can I be?
To top it all off I have yet to hear about my SSI decision. There are only 10 more days left to go on the 2 months time sllowance to reply. What am I going to do if they deny me? Then we have to appeal and go through the provess again....all the while I still have no income! Then there is the welfare department that is paying my rent, eled,water, and gas bills....they are only supposed to carry me for a year and I have already passed that deadline!
So Happy Thanksgiving, Merry Christmas & Happy New Year? I can only do my best to keep the faith and believe that God will look after me and everyone else! Happy Holidays all!! Please don't get me wrong...I am very thankful for what I do have ...especially all my DS friends and family!!! It is just so loneky IRL as it is and so so difficult to survive with no income!!
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I feel you deeply...my dad is picking up the heating bills, only because he has asthma, and my youngest (age 8), was diagnosed asthmatic. Dad says my house is not warm enough...Mom brings blankets to snuggle in.
Very embarassing!!
Lovely as you are.....you have family/friends invitations?
I only do family holidays for my kids...I'm raising my cousin's son...who will be 15 next month, and my 8 year old son.....My adult son is married and does not love me or need me....Lost my step-sons in the divorce proceedings. My mother dead, my father aging....but I have a strong, stable woman in my life who has been my "mom" for the past 32 years. That's where my kids & I are spending the holiday.
I hope you will spend it with friends or family. Please accept the invitations offered!!
I will pray for your SSI to approved!!
xxxxxxx
Nee123
Yep I'm all by myself as well I haven't spent the holiday with my family in years. We get in a room together and it's " LET"S GET READY TO RUUUUUMBLLLLE !"
Druid
I'm all alone too Mummy, but you have your present and little extra surprise from me to look forward to :) Thats got to bring a smile. And if not I'll be forced to send over some of my "pleasantly confused" patients, coz they always make people giggle!!!
And Mummy, I know that I am miles away, but the thing is that no matter what I am always by your side and in your heart and there I will always stay.
I know that its tough and you feel lonely but anytime you wants me to give you a call let me know and I'll call you :)
Love you Mummy
xxxxx
ScaredandScarred
sweety i am so sorry that you have to go through all this. i am not 100% alone i have hubby here with me but i miss my family my sister moved across the country with my neice and my parents live in another state. this is my first thanksgiving/christmas without them and it blows. so i kinda *remember i said kinda* know how you feel about that. i hope you get you SSI i really really do. you hang in there babe and remember we are always here for you!!
hugs and luv
Brandy
BJ25
You should get Supplemental Security Income if you meet the financial requirement...it is pretty much a no brainer for them...lol. Have A HAPPY THANKSGIVING !
WJGonza
Mumzee, Im so sorry that u are still waiting for ur SSI to be appoved, i will be praying that i will be approved very soon, as to being alone i will always be with u were ever u go, u are always in my heart forever, although im not there in person im there in spirit, however i will be there in March thats 118 days to go. I love u very much with all my heart i am so greatful to of met u on here no matter what no one can change my mind about u, u are a mum to me. love u xxxx
AFC09
i hear you to be broke depressed and all of my family in another state...All i have here is my hubby and kids which today hubby and i are not talking so that makes it one of the worst thanksgivings i have ever had....take care and your in my prayers i hope you hear something soon from ssi i know how they are i too am waiting to hear i have already went in front of the judge and he sent me for a psychological evaluation and they said the soonest i would know anything would be 2 months well on dec 21st it will be 2 months so i understand where your coming from..big hugs to and im here if you need to talk
tinker36
So sorry to hear you are alone, but you have good friends here on DS who are very fond of you. Even if they can't be with you in person, they are with you in spirit. Hope your SSI comes through soon.
Much love and hugs to you
MaRhianna
I HAVE JUST A HUSBAND HERE WITH ME, MY FAMILY IS IN COLORADO WHILE I AM IN GEORGIA I JUST HAVE A 91 YR OLD MOM AND MY 32 YR OLD DAUGHTER IN COLORADO. I MISS THEM TERRIBLY SO I KNOW HOW YOU FEEL. MY HUSBAND IS A TRUCK DRIVER LIKE I WAS BEFORE I GOT SICK SO HE IS NEVER HOME, I AM ALWAYS ALONE AND IT STINKS. I HAD TO WAIT 5 YEARS WITH A LAWYER FOR MY DISABILITY, I HOPE YOU GET YOURS MUCH FASTER KEEP APEALING YOU'LL GET IT. KEEP YOUR CHIN UP AND I'M HERE IF YA NEED TO TALK YOUR FRIEND JOAN
lillynikki
Hay Tere, Michael here, heard that on the broke stuff...we had roasted chick'n...which is the reason I am up so early...YES I AM TRIPTOPHAN FREE...and on my way towards recovery...just kidd'n... not bout the triptophan, just the capitalazation...((((HUGZ))))
doghunter59
Sweetie, I will pray that you get SSI. I think you will; my brother has been on it for 15 years & keep fighting for it. You are a lovely woman, kind, smart & caring.
Love, Jazzie xx
jazzergirl
My heart goes out to you...The holidays are hard for me too...Nov 2006 I lost my mom, she and I were best friends for 60 years...I lost my youngest daughter Dec 20th 1988...My Dad Jan 3 2000...I don't do the holidays well at all...but I am not alone, althought I feel that way most of the time...I live with my 1 and only daughter, her husband and my granddaughter who is 18...They love this time of year, really go out with the Christmas decorations ( like salt in my wounds) Sorry I know that sounds aweful...I also am on SSI and will know in Dec if the check will be continued...You are in my thoughts, my heart and my prayers, dear friend...We have been friends for so long I feel your pain...But I love you and will continue praying for you...love cathyww
cathyww
Hi Tere,
I'm so,so,so, sorry that everything is going bad for you, but always remember, YOU ARE IN MY HEART,THOUGHTS,PRAYERS, & I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox KAT
recycling
I am so sorry to hear about your situation. I hope things change for you before the holidays. I will pray for you everyday until things get better. Lots of hugs and prayers. Sue
tweetysd
hey hun i am here for you! I know you are going though alot right now and you feel alone but there is always a ranbo over the next hill!
love kim
thexlovexofxblood
I am sorry you are alone during the holidays....no one should be either....i pray that social security goes through for you and wont be too long...love and hugs....try to hang in there...
NYyankeedeb