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Ailie21 
8:15pm, September 6, 2009
I don't know whats up with me these days. Yeah .. it's probably hormones..i'm aware of that. I just feel so empty inside. The slightest thing brings me to tears. They might be stopping my money and my relationships going through shit.I'm 22 soon with nothing to show for except a stinking drink habit and a history of shameful overdoses...
Nothing spurs me on. I try to make plans for my future, to make it seem worth sticking around for but i just can't see it. I can't make it out no matter how hard i try
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Well im always here for a chat if you need me keep you chin up hunny xx
jagman
“Attitude is the way you mentally look at the world around you. It is how you view your environment and your future. It is the focus you develop toward life itself.”
rennikc
hun look at it in this light.. I am ONLY 21 i have a whole life ahead of me..i can use my past to help my future..i can help other young people by using my experience with drugs and drinking to teach them and show them that you can overcome! You will be a great teacher hun as you have already lived a full life! It may not have been the textbook Good life but its a life only you have experienced and i just know that you can draw on your experiences to help others!
respect to you hun
xoxShellxox
mumofthree