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  • About Me

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    esmarie

    Female, 35
    indianapolis, IN, USA
    Member since December 24, 2007

    • About Me

      Mother of 1 girl 10yrs old. work part time, passions are singing and piano worship style, blues, hymns

      Mother of 1 girl 10yrs old. work part time, passions are singing and piano worship style, blues, hymns

  • Journal

    • Journal Entry for February 15, 2008

      Mood February 15, 2008 8:23am

      My husband and I have signed D papers Fed 13th. Yesterday was our 14th anniversary. It was a hard day that I see as bitter sweet. This has been …
    • Journal Entry for February 4, 2008

      Mood February 4, 2008 11:13pm

              Today started out rough. I call my stbx, and was talking to him about some expences with our daughter. He …

    • Journal Entry for February 2, 2008

      Mood February 2, 2008 7:00pm

      I recognize that this divorce is coming to an end. And a new chapter is releasing in my life. Never before have I seen all my needs, and …

    • Journal Entry for January 11, 2008

      Mood January 11, 2008 10:19pm

      I feel so sad and full of tears all the time. I really think back and felt I was a good wife and stuck by his side through everything. I …

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    • Ray of Sunshine

      From ladysings August 27

      Have a great week end sunshine! Smooches! Lydia

    • Prayer

      From ladysings August 25

      Dear Lord,

      Thank you for your salvation, grace and mercy thru your son Jesus Christ, King of all Kings and Lord of all Lords! Please grant your precious daughter first your precence. Wash and cleanse her heart. Renew her mind with your word. Lord Holy Spirit, give her your understanding today thru your word, your wisdom. Father God, you said to walk worthy of you. Order her foot steps. Fill her cup to the overflow and let her rest thru every fire and flood! Let her trust in you Lord God and only you in Jesus Christ Name, Amen.

    • Flower

      From fragileteacup June 7

      Thank you.

    • Flower

      From fragileteacup June 6

      I am going to write what I wrote to the other person who found me. You are a God send to me. Thank you so much for your friendship and what you wrote to me. How you found me I don't care, I am glad to be your friend, the same goes for the other person who found me. Thank you so much. Your friend, Elizabeth

    • Hug

      From ava2542 April 20

      Sometimes people can be jerks. Sorry you are going through this but be strong and move on. I didn't say 'men' can be jerks because let's face it women do it to men too. God Bless.

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  • Goals

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    Goal End Date is Apr 30, 08 575 days ago.
  • Support Groups

    • Close Breakups & Divorce

      Marriage of 13 yrs currently in process of divorce. was divorced the first year of our marriage and we got back together. The addiction problem from my husband was the reason I had to leave the first time and many years (apr.6) went by drug free, but the fighting and disrespect, lack of communication ruled our marriage. Then about 4 yrs ago the addiction began again with my husband and it progressed with finances, a child, then the last year became neglectful and unsafe in our own home.......

      Treatments

      Couples Counseling Somewhat Helpful
      Went to one counceling I went so he would listen to me and hear me out. He wants the marriage to work. I am just wanting to move on.
      Forgiveness Too Soon to Tell
      I am working to forgive. too much anger and bitterness i have to get out.
      Leave Working / Worked
      sad and lonely i had to leave the situation because it was becoming unsafe for me and my child and I just got fed up.
      Music Working / Worked
      Spiritual strength from God has helped me throught this and music helps me to express,cry, and pray to release the pain
      Psychotherapy Working / Worked
      opened my eyes to deeper things about myself and i was given reading material to see a bigger pictureof me.
      Reading Working / Worked
      bible-inspiration, self help books- helped me to see myelf
      Support from Friends & Family Not Working
      When I left him, his family I have known for 17 yrs turned away in anger from me. I lost my church(majority his family) So I have but a couple of friends to confide in.
      Talking Working / Worked
      i have to be careful who I talk to. Who can I trust?
      Time Not Working
      Time, everyone wants to see me take my time. I have fought for years! Now I leave him He is ready, I am done.
    • Close Life After Divorce

      I have been divorced, it will be a year in Feb., I have found that being single is good at times but moving on, and not looking back is something I am now trying to do. I need some support and direction understanding some of my thoughts and questions I have.......

    • Open Diets & Weight Maintenance

      I am determined to be healthier in my life. I never seen myself as important enough to take time each day to fuel my body instead of eating for comforts and filling voids. Ive made excuse after excuse, and never followed through with a new lifestyle in eating. Its sad really Ive said Ive made an effort but i may have at first, but gave up every time...and all it took was a single piece of cheese cake to trigger my downward spiral of failure. So I'm here 4 support! yeah!

      Treatments

      Atkins Diet Working / Worked
      It works! just sticking with it is the kicker! I did loose 10 lbs in two weeks. But I also drank lots of water. Its a great filler in between. and I ate small portions of food every three to four hours. keeps you from loosing control of cravings.
      Dancing Working / Worked
      Belly Dancing! Love it! works every muscle in your body, great workout, can bring out the sentual side of a womans self. Yoga~ relaxing and stretching is wonderful and learning to just embrace the meditation( i pray to God) while practicing this, gets you ready for the day!
      Eating Healthier Foods Working / Worked
      I love healthy foods such as fruits(natural) veggies. I am not a hard core natural goods eater, but want to learn to eat this way more. Its again back to changing years of habits with processed foods, and white breads that my body craves and its easier for me to make the choices to eat right. But others in my home( grandparent) eats everything I shouldnt eat, and brings in more temptaion than I want.!!
      Eat Less Working / Worked
      right! depends on my mood and more!
      Physical Exercise Working / Worked
      Working out is a challenge to stick with, not alot of support around me with friends who actually workout, ect. Its all me! So if I can interact with others doing the same thing on here it would be very helpfu!l
      Phentermine Working / Worked
      It worked initially for the first month or so but my body got used to it and it no longer helped my cravings. and it does have other side effects of severe tiredness at the end of the day irritability depressionafter a while of taking it...I have stopped taking it for a while.
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