I am having a horrible. day. I …
I am having a horrible. day. I don't know what to do anymore. and it seems like no one cares
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cjsmama12907 
12:20pm, September 1, 2009
lets catch up today. nothings been going on in my life, im going to prom and its not with chris, we are just goin as friends, well i know i am but i hope that he dont want anything more out of this. i am not ready for another relationship. its hard to get over this stuff. but i just wanna be happy, for the moment right now, i am happier then i have been in a while. i was happy when i was with chris, but there was just certain things i would be able to do, not now i can do whatever i want whenever i want. i had fun over the weekend. my friend ellie was having a birthday party, and i went and spent the night, we had a blast, her boyfriend went to go home that night and called us, he got jumped by a bunch of guys nd got stabbed in the stomach, he is ok though, my friend melissa ray had her baby on sunday, he was 7 lbs. 10 oz. He is beautiful ill put a picture on here soon, my newphew Tristan is doin good inside marissa's belly. he's getting big, and im ready for him to get here, but im going to wait and see how he is going to be..other then that im doing great. my lifes been perfect. And i see now that things with CJ impacted me in a wonderful way. im happy but ill write more later...love ya bye
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omg! stabbed?! Im glad to hear he's ok.. did he tell the cops? did they bust the people who did it! wow.. i just can't believe that.. so who is the lucky fella who is taking u to prom? I hope you have a great time! Are you still living in the same place as Chris or have you left already? I am happy to see you are enjoying your life and things are going well.
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