cjsmama12907's Journal

i miss chris, so im going to go and write a poem

i love hearing your heartbeat over & over again

your heart my music

your body my temple

your kiss my light

your eyes my world

i dont know why im like this

i feel my losing a part of me

my minds going blank

i feel the world getting dark

you were my light at the end of that tunnel

your heart my music

your body my temple

your kiss my light

your eyes my world

im seeing something that i shouldnt see

a part of me i thought was hidden

that dreadful side of pain

your heart my music

your body my temple

your kiss my light

your eyes my world

my days are getting longer

even though your in the other room

i cant get in your bed

lay your heart near my head

your heart my music

i cant get in your bed,

and make love to you

your body my temple

i cant feel that sweet strawberry taste

i miss and long for it again

your kiss my light

i cant see whats getting ready to come for me

its all feeling to end

your eyes my world

i told you all of you was me

and now i cant feel that again

now i have to be on my own

maybe in our dreams we can meet

have a dream about CJ and be a family again

I miss you Christopher.

Thats all i say

 i dont know what else to right its not a good night for me..