WhiteDolphin's Journal

I'm cramping..I hope I start my period soon. I haven't had one since Aug 2nd.  I do not think I am pregnant...because I never am...but I know there is a slim chance.

I saw my counselor today.  I really have no comment about that, except I am grateful she is not charging me anything.

I'm having an EGD with balloon dilation on Monday.

I'm tired.  I have a headache..blah blah blah ..same old stuff.

I have a dr. appt. with my Internist in November.  I'm going to ask about some tests that can be done..such as the EMG which I just read about which tests muscles.  I have lots of muscle spasms..and last night they kept me AWAKE.

Part of me doesnt' want to ask anymore about having more tests or anything because I don't think anything else can be done..... 

..Is this giving up?

..Is this acceptance of the illness? (Fibro & CFS)

...is this depression?

I think I do want to have tests done to see if anything else can be done to help me.

I want

EMG to test muscles

MRI of my back, head and neck

...I will think of more later.