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beckysad 
well im new today, just joined the group. Hope I get to meet new people and make some new friends, I am 54 yrs. old and just ending a marriage after being together 6 yrs. to my best friend at the time , I made the decision to end it, he was a much better friend , he didnt like sex except on porno sites and masterbation and he didnt want any responsibilites, so i needed to get that monkey off my back ,after years of counseling i finally realize you have to find happiness in yourself first ,and if anyone cant be there for u when you need it ,get rid of it, i know that sounds harsh, but so is abuse. Lets see my grown son is living with me on a temp. basis ,he is starting a new job after xmas and needs to save money for a place of his own. I have a white chow dog , my job is causing a little anxiety because the company is so unstable and i am worried a little about losing it, although it really would be great to finally get away from the ugly nasty people i work with ,even my boss is a witch and i just cleanrd that up ,she shows alot of partially and i know my health would be so much better.Although it is my income to put a roof over my head.
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taking care of my health right now has to comr first, they put a stent in my heart, still doing therapy 3 times a week and I stay pretty lonely and want to get out the house,most of my friends are married so I meet them for lunch, however I did join singles.net and I got 2 phone numbers to call tomorrow
beckysad
here it is oct and ive did well i think with the new life, i bought a new home in the country and love the solitude and all the pretty animals and birds, i read and have coffee on the deck and admire my blessings, my dog loves her new home too, have had alot of physical therapy on my right arm, had frozen shoulder and some painful shots
Met a new friend that was a old co-worker 15 yrs ago on facebook and we met for dinner this week and it was so nice,I also have gained a new friend that talks to me when im down and we have lunch sometimes, I went to her birthday party this past weekend, I was so happy to interact with people again
I only have stress now when all my dysfunctional family calls with all there issues, it runs my blood pressure up and I hate it, seems like I do need to be around people but they make me feel so guilty if I dont ackowledge them
I met a man that did nothing but send text messages for two weeks, I e-mailed back, the guy works 7 night a week and never would answer any questions I asked ,very reserved and much younger, so I decided after corresponding 2 weeks on email and I gave him my phone number and you still were so reserved and private and analytical ,what choice do you have, I just keep faith in god, one day the right one will be here
I have read about 10books in the past few moths, I go to the movies and soend a little time with my son and all in all I do ok untill my family calls me with there drama,and abuse and problems, it isnt good for me, my son says stop answering the phone, well fall is here and we shall see what I will have to harvest, i feel so blessed already
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