cme4me's Journal

I have benn trying to find a way through this mess. I talk to ex and he denies every or won't say anything regarding the new girl friend He won't say anything until I sign the seperation agreement. I am so afraid to sign anything because the kids told me she was making a game room in her house for them. I feel like I need to compete and she will be part of there lives and I am trapped. How does anyone handle this. He won't say and the unknown is killing me inside. How does anyone share there kids without the fear of losing them.