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I am still trying to find my way. Last week was my week with the kids and I think I do better when they are with me. I know she was at his house last night. It hurts so much because when he picked up the kids on Sunday he hugged me and felt me up a few times and said look what you do to me. (hard-on) I feel like if he doesn't want me why hugged and all that. Then after he leaves me he is with her. I really am trying to think logically and move on but I seem to not be alble to get him out of my head and think of the best times we had. I know I should be thinking of all the shit we went through but can't seem to do it.
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I feel your pain. My husband did the same sort of stuff. He was here on Christmas trying to take me to bed (I didn't because he had been cheating before, long story). I then get the cellphone bill and he was text-messaging two other women that day. He used to say he couldn't help being attracted to me, but that is so insulting when he is with another woman. I respect myself more than that. He has since decided to make it serious with this chick and has brought my boys around her too. It's just such selfishness. I'm still trying to find my way too. Last time the kids were gone I had a great time to myself, just to find out he brought them around the girlfriend. This time they are gone, I haven't been as motivated. I'm thinking of you and relate.
swan05