joined a group
November 18, 2009 2:30pm
just joined the adoption group. Maybe I can find a few new friends who know pretty much how I feel. Only another adopted person can truly know how I …
VSPink2007
1:17am, November 11, 2009
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About Me
VSPink2007
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About Me
There is so much to tell and so little time. Im bipolar and have major clinical depression. Im a cutter and in recovery for that. Thought Id list some fun stuff too. I wanna own a beautiful log cabin home with my boyfriend. Im getting back into the goth life again. Gonna get my hair dyed soon. Black and red. Wish it could be black and purple. Planning on the next few tattoos and wish I could get my nose and eyebrow and lip pierced. My job just wont allow it.
There is so much to tell and so little time. Im bipolar and have major clinical depression. Im a cutter and in recovery for that. Thought Id list some fun stuff too. I wanna own a beautiful log cabin home with my boyfriend. Im getting back into the goth life again. Gonna get my hair dyed soon. Black and red. Wish it could be black and purple. Planning on the next few tattoos and wish I could get my nose and eyebrow and lip pierced. My job just wont allow it.
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Interests
Mustangs(the vehicle). Trucks. Horses. Internet. Country roads. Victorias secret. Anything from their pink collection. Teddy bears. Goth. Piercings. tattoos. Amy Lee. 3 doors down. Godsmack.Crazy hair colors. Fairies.Nascar.
Mustangs(the vehicle). Trucks. Horses. Internet. Country roads. Victorias secret. Anything from their
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VSPink2007 gave chrissyh707 a hug 9:29pm
I am on cafe mom. You should look me up. I am pinkgirl021775 there. I think. Try that and if it doesn't…
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I hope you are well. Me? Not so good.…
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I am really keeping my finger crossed my new friend is working on what he can. If you wouldn't mind telling…
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VSPink2007 commented on KiiRahh’s journal entry Updating this goal to where i am so far! 10:46am
congrats on almost reaching your goal. I always loose my weight the wrong way. It has fluxuated all my…
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I hope this finds you well. I would love to hear your story of being an adoptee and loosing your son.…
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Hi hun! sorry i have taken a while to get back to you. I'm sick in bed with flu. How are you feeling hun? I bet your fiance loves you very much and i know he'll stick by you. It's normal to feel vulnerable and worried when your pregnant. Hope you feel better soon sweetie and are having a good day. Big hugs x
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Good Luck
Being Adopted by David Brodzinsky, Marshall Schechter and Robin Marantz
Primal Wound (the best book ever!!)
Letters from a birth mother
Also, there is an adoption reunion group on cafemom, (you dont have to be a mom to join) and the gals there have helped me so much. There are some really great and also some really sad stories. But it helped me learn what to expect when I met my son. Keep in touch :) -
Get Well Soon!
Happy Friday!! Hoping you have good weekend too!
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Congrats
Hi, It's great your AM is starting to be supportive. I know when I was young my parents were very supportive of me finding my "roots". I was in the same boat, in a way. My family adopted me from their good friend who was a Doc. and know my bmom, so it was privet as well. It was very sad for me that both my AM and AD had passed away when I reunited with my birth family. I got a call one day from my 1/2 sister, not that I knew it at the time I answerd the phone, but it was wonderful. I drove to their home 2 hours away from mine, and got to meet my 2 1/2 brothers and all of their kids, I walked into a room of 20 people who had been looking for me for years...it was crazy. The next day my sister and I drove to see my bmom. It was so amazing...But I will say in time I started to pull away a bit. The emotions took over and I just needed a break. When my son was about 16 I started reading books on reunions and that really helped me understand all the emotions that come up. By then I had been in reunion with my bmom for a few years. Read as much as you can, and just take it slow...It's been a long road but so worth it...
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Support Groups
Close Alcoholism
Still in recovery. I slip. At times. Well....more thn at times. Ive been on a down sloe for the past week. Need help. Bad.
Close Self-Injury
I used a knife for a week. Ive always chewed off my cuticles and pulled out my hair. Thats un controllable
Treatments
- Tattoos Working / Worked
- Just got number 5. Planned number 6 this morning
Open Panic Attacks
How much worse can they get
Treatments
- Ativan Working / Worked
- Great when i take them. Had to get a pill fob
Open Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionNot much to tell. Had it since I was like 8. Just went through a bad bought of it. Ended up in the hospital for a few days.
Treatments
Open Rape
It started when I was 7-12. Stopped. Started again when I was 18-26. Happened again 4 years ago.
Open Personality Disorders
Type: Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD)It all started when my cousin raped me and I found out the year before that I was adopted. Talk about a long story
Open Eating Disorders
Type: AnorexiaIts a bad fight. Everyday
Open Endometriosis
It was great pain during. Thank God or the Laparoscopy. I think it might be back. The pain is pretty bad. It was because of the depo provers shot I discovered it
Treatments
- Laser Surgery Somewhat Helpful
Open Back Pain
I fell down stairs on my back when I was 7. Nevert went to the doctor. Wanted to go to school instead. I cannt sit up straight now
Open Carpal Tunnel Syndrome
Got it about 5 years ago. Its hell. Bad pain. Couldnt get surgery. I was a week away from giving birth. Now i cant.no money. no insurance.
Open Bipolar Disorder
i need other people like me to talk to. I am currently pregnant and having a rough time not being able to be medicated
Treatments
- Abilify Not Working
- Just starting it today. hope all goes well. been on just about eveything and nothing works.
- Ativan Not Working
- Only when I go out
- Depakote Not Working
- stopped it though. Not sure if Im pregnant
- Geodon Not Working
- Lamictal Not Working
- Lithium Not Working
- Stopped because of the side effects
- Risperdal Not Working
- Seroquel Not Working
- awful. It messed up my motor skills.Stuttering.Memory loss.Cant spel werth a dam now.
- Wellbutrin Not Working
- Zyprexa Not Working
- Didnt work. Maade me ft
Open Multiple Personalities
i have so many problems i just don't know where to start. I am goth. No. I am a rich girl. No. I am a 7year old girl. No. I am Alison. Well....I am all of the above.
Open Adoption
i was adopted when i was 3 days old. almost 35 years ago. I have D.I.D. and blocked her out for so many years and now I feel like a 6 year old little girl who is going to die without her mommy.
