I'm a bad ass.
November 21, 2009 12:04am
Making headway in AA.
Just with service work.
But hey, I'm getting into the BAA, so says Mike, said they called …
TiredLittleTanager 
9:56pm Thursday
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About Me
TiredLittleTanager
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About Me
I'm a drifter of sorts. I try to settle in one place for a while... But I just can't seem to stick anywhere recently... Oi oi, try try again.
I'm a drifter of sorts. I try to settle in one place for a while... But I just can't seem to stick anywhere recently... Oi oi, try try again.
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Interests
Helping myself so I can help others.
Helping myself so I can help others.
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Recent Activity
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4 hugs received, 3 journal comments, 2 journal posts, 1 discussion post, 1 hug given
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TiredLittleTanager and silentjoe are now friends 2:29am
Yesterday
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TiredLittleTanager wrote a discussion post in the Self-Injury support group: If you need a pick me up... 5:51pm
... this site is relaxing, beautiful, full of wisdom you wouldn't expect in someone so young. StarvingArtistInk.com…
Saturday
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TiredLittleTanager changed their mood to OK 6:43pm
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TiredLittleTanager commented on presidentialpockets’s journal entry i am not 6:16pm
And we thought adolecent -- was over, eh? Now it's doubled. Not only do we have our old brains but…
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TiredLittleTanager wrote a journal entry: I'm a bad ass. 12:04am
Making headway in AA. Just with service work. But hey, I'm getting into the BAA, so says Mike, said…
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ty for the response to my post it was meaningfull and ty again
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hey thanks 4 replying 2 my post xxx
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i fail.
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I just see all of your responses on everyones posts and every single one is always very well thought out, carring, and helpfull.... You can tell you actualy carefully consider youre responses after reading these posts. Its realy obvious you care. Thnx for your responses on everyones posts :)
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Support Groups
Close Self-Injury
I'm a cutter and have been since I was thirteen. It's been for different reasons and done different ways... I didn't cut for a year when I was younger and more recently, I didn't for 13 1/2 months until the other night...
Treatments
- Group Therapy Somewhat Helpful
- Women's group of 4, with 2 supervisor people. It just made me feel like I was being social when really, I wasn't... Not genuienly.
- Psychotherapy Not Working
- Did that for years but still cut anyway. Didn't for years and still cut. Doing it now and, well, maybe it would if I let it???
- Talking Not Working
- I talk to everyone and tell everyone everything. I'm amazed I don't get busted for all the gossip I talk, even if it's been less lately. But I keep no secrets and I don't think that's healthy...
Close Female Sexual Issues
TiredLittleTanager hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Abstinence & Celibacy
I'm tired of sex... It's been more of a distraction and disruption in life than anything else. I've had amazing partners, great times, but I need a break, for a long, long time.
Treatments
- Humex Too Soon to Tell
- I was on lithium at one point. Killed my sex drive completely. Only time I ever abstained... Maybe they have a pill just for that? hm...
Open Bipolar Disorder
I don't believe it. But I don't know where else to start...
Treatments
- Depakote Somewhat Helpful
- I ODied on it. They had me continue. I stopped 'cause I couldn't tolerate the sick, sweet vomit like scent and taste of the coating. Didn't notice a damn difference on it, honestly...
- Lithium Working / Worked
- This saved my life. I hated the numbness. The first year completely sucked. After I adjusted... it was great... But I missed my creativity, missed a lot of me... Went off of it from lack of insurance/see if I was okay w/o it. Wouldn't go back on it if ya paid me to.
- Risperdal Somewhat Helpful
- They gave this to me for hallucinations, as far as I can remember. I saw rats and men one night in the hospital, so they gave this to me and I just never went off it.
- Paxil Not Working
- That was paired with Depakote at first. Didnt make anything better made it far far worse I believe but Im not completely sure. ODied on it the same week it came out in the news that it was very bad for under eighteen users I was fifteen.
- Zyprexa Working / Worked
- i slept every single moment that i wasn't literally forced to stay awake to eat.
Open Bipolar Disorder - Teen
I wasn't a teen too long ago. It was the hardest time in life as of yet. I hope to help...
Treatments
- Pets Working / Worked
- My dog told me to go tell my dad I ODied. I was hopped up on a cocktail of pills, but that allowed me to go just crazy enough to believe my dog really was communicating with me... And telling me it wasn't time to go!
- Talking Working / Worked
- I had a therapist. At the time, I never thought much of it. It was nice, it was fun, it was ... therapy. But years later I realize it did a lot more good than I could tell day to day. Nice thing about growing old is the ability to reflect from a different, higher area. I guess that's how wisdom is created.
Open Sex / Pornography Addiction
I dunno if I'm an addict, perse, but I sure need to cool my jets.
Open Healthy Sex
I've been active for about six years and didn't really take the right precautions. Now's the time to get smart about things ^_^
Open Sexually Transmitted Diseases - Female
HSV and HPV
Treatments
- Liquid Nitrogen Working / Worked
- it was uncomfortable but it worked
