Crikey's Journal

The house is not fixed-up. It won't be until I am financially better and physically better. I've come to realize that I have to be the priority. When I have a rare good day, I can't run myself into the ground trying to do everything. Otherwise, I can easily spend the next three days in bed. It's crazy being able to sleep so much, and still be tired! However, I'm blessed with some entertaining dreams.

Last night I had a dream that I was still working. I had gone out to lunch, and decided to go to a bakery to get treats for my coworkers. There were so many pastries and such to choose from, I had a great amount of difficulty deciding on what to get. Additionally, the girl who was taking my order had little patience, and she kept taking others' orders instead of mine. When I finally chose everything and was ready to pay (a huge amount for a ridiculously large amount of bakery treats) it was getting dark, and I realized that I had not gone back to work. Then came the anxiety over losing my job. But,alas, alack, I've already lost my job!

But, I sure woke up hungry!