Journal Entry for February 23, 2009
February 23, 2009 10:12pm
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wkinitout
8:13pm, March 23, 2009
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About Me
wkinitout
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About Me
Depressed Codependent Addict with ADD, Panic Attacks, and Severe Anxiety, Insecurity and low self esteem! But I'm still smiling. Basically a one woman party!!
Depressed Codependent Addict with ADD, Panic Attacks, and Severe Anxiety, Insecurity and low self esteem! But I'm still smiling. Basically a one woman party!!
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Interests
"Faith is the ability to not panic." - beauty for ashes "If you worry, you didn't pray. If you prayed, don't worry" - beauty for ashes
"Faith is the ability to not panic." - beauty for ashes "If you worry, you didn't pray. If you prayed,
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Journal
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Journal Entry for February 16, 2009
February 16, 2009 8:35pm
Hello all! I'm home and alive. Here's what happened:
I didn't want to ask for narcotics when I got two teeth extracted, …
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Deep Thoughts
April 26, 2008 2:35am
Thoughts and Beliefs That I Want to Learn, Accept, and Practice
1. It's ok and I have a right to walk away from someone that doesn't …
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Oh well
April 25, 2008 3:34pm
Was ok. Now I'm sad. I want to know what it's like to be loved. Really loved by someone. Today is 100 days sober and …
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Goals
685 days sober. Last update Feb 23, 09Sobriety (Days)405Prayer (Days)102Meetings (Grps.)27 -
Support Groups
Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionWow, I can remember being 5 and crying as my mom drove away knowing she would never come back. She did. But I have always felt bad, wrong. Not good enough. Due to this I have become addicted to just about everything. Food first. Then I had gastric bypass surgery so I turned to pills. I currently have a court case pending for DUI on Lortab and was just released from a suicide watch hospital for telling my probation officer I wanted to die. The funny part is I am now ready to heal.
Treatments
- Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Working / Worked
- I have a great therapist that I have worked with only a short time. I plan on coming at this from all sides. Medication (the good ones, exercise, therapy and groups)
- Prozac Working / Worked
- I have been on 40mg daily for a few months and have seen a difference. Although I am not convinced it is getting me as symptom free as I would like. But is it the med, or should I turn more towards therapy?
- Writing Working / Worked
- Just started last night. Had so much to write I didn't sleep.
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- Talking Working / Worked
- This works for anything in my opinion. It's always good to let it out.
- Celebrate Recovery Working / Worked
Close Prescription Drug Abuse
My addiction history is long and started with food, but it was the vicodin and xanax that has brought me to my knees.
Treatments
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- Talking Working / Worked
- This works for anything in my opinion. It's always good to let it out.
- Celebrate Recovery Working / Worked
Open Codependency
All I know is that I am. I am not a relative of an addict (although I am an addict) but I have always depended on others (varying people) to derive self-worth. And because I knew I was unlovable, it never worked.
Treatments
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- Talking Working / Worked
- This works for anything in my opinion. It's always good to let it out.
- Celebrate Recovery Working / Worked
Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
Treatments
- Talking Working / Worked
- This works for anything in my opinion. It's always good to let it out.
Open Healthy Relationships
wkinitout hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
wkinitout hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Panic Attacks
wkinitout hasn’t entered any details for this support group.
