destiny81583's Journal

Well, took Rich's advice, and have been more confrontational about my feelings with frank. And as a result...we've been fighting off and on since Thursday! Isn't that just fantastic...now my anxiety and depression are worse. Guess Frank can't handle my honesty...idk...one fight started b/c I asked him to do the dishes, and he said "that's not fair." I knew right away what he was referring to. Because he pays the bill I should do everything else. But he has told me time and again it's ok..not to worry about it. That crap really pisses me off. I feel like I'm indebted to him and should always keep my mouth shut, but Rich says thats bull..if he has offered to support me while in school, he shouldn't be making these comments. But I see it as being how he really feels, which makes me feel even worse. Sometimes he is so sweet..others he is such a bastard.

On the brighter side of things...I got a phone call from the college today telling me I was nominated by the Computer Dept. and the Criminal Justice Department for a Criminal Justice scholarship. That was fantastic news. I have been invited to attend a recognition breakfast next month and can bring my mom and Frank. I'm pretty excited about that.