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emotionallystunted 
feeling slightly better and stronger now i have given myself a good kick up the ass. i am starting again slowly. trying to eat sensibly (until hubby bought me huge bar of chocolate, he was trying to be kind as i was a bit queasey after my flu jab,) i've been walking alot more, going up the stairs to clients houses rather than using lift even though it feels like my lungs are collapsing and my legs are like jelly. as soon as i get up those stairs i feel good,alert and ready for the day ahead. i now know why i have been stressing out, hubby might be made redundant, my kids b'days are coming up, especially my daughters 18th and she has her driving test due. it's all money. i have to save up for a deposit for a new car, mines is so old it's got square tyres hehe! i don't have as many hours at work as i'd like and my friend has started beside me and she is telling all my clients and work collegues distorted personal details about me. i have made it clear to everyone that she can't be trusted and that if they want to know anything about me just to ask as i wouldn't like for them to think of me through her eyes. i don't know why she is jealous of me as she has the fancy house all the mod cons and my house always looks like i have just moved in and needs loads of work done on it.hubby says it's because she has no personality and the reason she has all those new things is to make up for her being really unhappy focusing on the material. all my clients have told her how much they like me and i think she wants to destroy that she is jealous as i get paid more and she is qualified. i am going into the office today and find out what else she has been saying. enough of the negative i got to get out of bed, do the housework,then me and kids are heading down town. can't believe they are on holiday again, not that it makes much difference to me as i will be working most of the week. so i am starting all over again one step at a time i know i can do this!
take care of you ma wee chickadees,much love xoxoxoox
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hang in there hun. doesnt sound to me like she is a friend to u. people will see through her. keep going and no life will get easier for you. you are doing well keep going here for you as always xxx U can do this xxx much love marie xxx
CadoAngelus1976
well done.... sounds like you have managed to find yourself some motivation! i really hope you keep it up :)
ignore the bitch from work, people will know she is BSing... you are worth more than her.
i hope your husband doesnt loose his job, i have my fingers crossed.
loads of love to you
xxx
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