emotionallystunted's Journal

my meds are taking time to kick in. i upped them because my ed has gotten out of control over the past year i have went from 9st4lbs to 10st8lbs. i have put on 8lbs in the space of 3wks i just can't seem to get to grips with everything. i don't know why. i don't want or need anything in the financial sense. kids are all ok, hubby is.... well himself. got xmas basically sown up. so why do i feel like shit and so out of control. i can't and don't want to keep doing this to myself. at least when i was anorexic i had slightly more control but i can't stop eating even things i don't like. WHY WHY WHY. I DON'T WANT TO BE LIKE THIS, HELP ME PLEASE!