emotionallystunted's Journal

i have lost 2 pounds woohoo. not really excited about that i could lose more if i could just  muster up the energy to exercise. i am just stressing out cos step kids are coming this weekend and i have to look after them and work and take care of my neighbours son. i am scared about flying too, i know it's psycological. hubby is driving me mad moaning all the time about kids going to ruin our holiday but it will be him that ruins it going on all the time. it's like he loves the drama and just loves to moan. he said he wanted to keep his kids an extra week but i've put my foot down it's not fair me not getting any time to myself or spending any with him. i know he will still try and get me to change my mind but he has no chance. he also said we should think about booking a holiday for us all again next year but i've said no that we need to go abroad by ourselves so we can relax and get a break from all the kids work and the humdrum. don't get me wrong i love the kids i just would like to have some us time not that it will make a difference he'll still moan and winge. says me moaning and wingeing hes such a soul shrinker, it's so mentally draining.