emotionallystunted's Journal

holding on tight been having bumpy ride at the moment. feeling stressed about christmas podge that i still can't move, i blame the weather when it's dreary like this i just want to curl up into a ball.got my hols in three weeks time thats making me feel worse. hubby not well stressing out that he got flu the normal one cos he's always be a swine hehe. he better not get ill i have been desparate for some sunshine in my bones it makes me feel alive. i so long to feel alive and good even if it is just for two weeks,it'll be worth it. he better not ruin it for all of us. am a bit fed up being fed up. got my tattoo covered over on saturday it was bloody sore cos it's at the bottom of my back and up and down my spine when i work out how to use the webcam i'll take a pick and post it on here. i can't even describe it it's black and shaded thats all i can think of. not sure if i want my other one done now was supposed to be getting flowers and vines on my foot but think i might wimp out now don't think i could stand the pain hehe stand i made a joke get it!! missed my meds for 3 days now i'm having periods of mania,saddness depression,teary and tiredness most of the time thats in the 1hr. got back on them today so hopefully that'll sort me out a bit. going to go now my brain wants to sleep.

hope you are all doing well, thinking of you all, take care of you chickadees, much love always oxoxoxooxoxo