Journal

I am getting ready for work but I thought I'll write few words. I have to tell someone how good I am feeling today. For the first time in ages I slept all night without waking up and I woke up feeling rested. God, I forgot how good that can feel. YEY!!!!

I have to go to the doctor next week and get everything checked

I am getting ready for work but I thought I'll write few words. I have to tell someone how good I am feeling today. For the first time in ages I slept all night without waking up and I woke up feeling rested. God, I forgot how good that can feel. YEY!!!!

I have to go to the doctor next week and get everything checked

 BOXING DAY HERE!!!

I got up this morning feeling little bit better but still tired. I don't know if it physical or emotional tiredness. No idea, but god do I look shocking. I have dark eyes and lots of lines all over my face. At least I slept some.I would loved to stay in bed for a whole day but that is not a likely scenario. Kids still need me. Ah I can only wish.

And it's back to work for me today even though it's boxing day. The worst thing is that my husband is going to be looking after the kids. Will I come home and find kids all upset and him drunk? I will try not to think about it. What other choice do I have?