mistake
September 5, 2008 1:04am
i vented on a suport group and wanted to put into my journal:
Since I last posted; I jumped out of the box and gave a guy my phone …
Goal Completed on Apr 28, 08
alaska71 
12:40am, December 19, 2008
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About Me
alaska71
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About Me
I have fought depression my whole life. I was adopted to sexual abuse, I grew up depending on alcohol and drugs. After 2 DWI's and 2 suicide attempts I learn to quit drinking. I have been sober 4 yrs now and depression still follows me. I stay strong as I have a wonderful 16 yr old son, I hide my depression, I put on a front for everyone.
I have fought depression my whole life. I was adopted to sexual abuse, I grew up depending on alcohol and drugs. After 2 DWI's and 2 suicide attempts I learn to quit drinking. I have been sober 4 yrs now and depression still follows me. I stay strong as I have a wonderful 16 yr old son, I hide my depression, I put on a front for everyone.
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Interests
I spend a lot of my time doing crafts, baking, cooking, camping, fishing and being with friends and family. I have always fought depression but have really noticed it getting worse as I get older.
I spend a lot of my time doing crafts, baking, cooking, camping, fishing and being with friends and family.
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Journal
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Journal Entry for September 3, 2008
September 3, 2008 12:15am
A few weeks ago I thought I'd log on and give people hope that how easy it was to open up to somebody and tell them I had herpies. His …
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July 29th, 2008
July 29, 2008 11:15pm
It's been awhile since I've been on (exactely how I started my last entry) :) I've done good this summer and my …
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I've lost 30 lbs since Feb 1
April 28, 2008 1:06am
It's been awhile since i've been on the site. Feb 1st I made a goal in my head to change my eating habits which I quit eating …
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Journal Entry for January 26, 2008
January 26, 2008 12:52pm
today I'm doing good. So i must write about my X.
I'd say about 8 yrs ago my X Jesse advised me he found his soul mate, soon to …
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Hugbook
Little Love
Happy Valentines Day
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Mistletoe
Hope you have a great holiday
Santa
I worked 70-80 hrs a week for years. Stopped doing that spring of 07. Life is better now. Blessings
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Superhero Status
You are my superhero for the day you really made me smile. Thank you
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Hug
I'm not giving up on you.
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Support Groups
Close Depression
Type: Seasonal Affective DisorderWinters are the worst for how I feel. I've attempted 2 suicide attempts in my life. I quit drinking to save my life and be with my son. I am a very upbeat, fun girl, I hide my depression as much as possible. I was adopted from Canada, I have felt like I was adopted to be a maid. I've closed the door to my adopted family as everytime I allow them in my life I'm back into therapy.Nice to find this website as I don't like crying to my friends so I hide it. Hope to meet new friends.
Treatments
- Meditation Somewhat Helpful
- Need to use this.
- Paxil Working / Worked
- worked for about 3 years
- Positive Thinking Working / Worked
- this is so hard as I know what i need to do.
- Prozac Not Working
- did not like the feeling
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- This works tremendously but unable afford.
- Support from Friends & Family Considering
- I try to be private about my depression as I feel like I'm crying wolf as it's on and off.
- Wellbutrin Working / Worked
- I'm taking 300 mg wondering if I should take 450 will talk to dr.
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
- as long as I keep at it
- Zoloft Working / Worked
- Worked for a while after awhile I got use to it
Close Sexually Transmitted Diseases - Female
Type: Genital HerpesI've had herpes for about 8 years now. I've been thru 2 relationships, herpes was never an issue. But now I'm wanting to date again and I'm so scared to have to talk about it. I'm scared of rejection.
Treatments
Open Health Care Reform
medical expenses
Open Hemorrhoids
Once I started losing weight; i started having hemorrhoids. I'm single and its embarressing when getting intimate.
Treatments
- Preparation H Not Working
