R.I.P nan you will alwaysed be missed and loved dearly forever, i miss you more and more eveyday!! we are looking after geourge its werid you not being here. i just hope your happier wherever you are now then when you was when you were here with us love you nan xxx
missing you nan, it doesn't seem to be getting easier only harder, i wish i could tell you that i love you once more. never new losing you would hurt so much. you were the best and im sorry if i ever took you for granted. miss you more every day mornings are the worst for a split second i think its a nightmare then i realise its not. i want you here with us nan, i have so much i want to share with you. im lost without you. love you nan R.I.P x
hey nan, hope your ok in heaven.. really missing you so much. It hit me really hard yesterday that you had died when we talked out cancer cells in bioliogy. I wish you were here i have so much to tell you i feel that i let you down nan because i wasn't around the last few weeks of your life when u needed me the most. I got 8/8 distinctions at college last year and past my english exam. I am applying for uni now nan, i promised you that i would be the first grandaughter to go to uni! so i am i wish you were here to see me go though nan. Went back to college yesterday was werid went to ring you on my lunch break like u used to but then realised that you wouldn't be there. I can still see you lieing in that hopital bed on ur last day i can even here the breathing machines when i lay in bed at night it hurts so much nan and nothing i do is the same i try and keep busy to stop myself thinking about u but then i feel bad because you diserve to thought about but when i do think about you i just cry. Nan you really where my world my rock my eveything and i wish there was a way to bring you back. i really don't know how people can cope with losing there parents because if losing someone like you has made me feel like this then what the hell is that about. i sometimes think is it worth taking me just to be with you but i know you wouldn't want that and i dont want to put my family through more pain. really missing you nan. i so wanted you to be around longer with me. nan you were my best friend im so lost. i have your photo everywhere phone,ipod bedroom in my college book i take it everywhere with me and i show ppl adn tell them what a fighter you were anyway nan i better go i need to sleep got college tomoz need to go make you proud love you and missing you so so so so much. Think of you everyday R.I.P x
hey nan, missing you still is beginig not to hurt as much but i think thats because i have opened up and ppl now know what i was feeling. scared about tomoz nan, but im hoping that you will be looking 100% right over me and keeping me strong and that, missing you and loving so much
alrite nan, im sorting it all out now sorting my life out. sorry for being a bit of a disappointment the last week or so just haven't felt like i can cope. you used to me my scape goat and i just didn't really no who els i could use. i still really don't no one could really replace you. but anyway nan i just pop by just to tell you that i love you sooo much and i really miss you more today then i did yesterday. been thinking about you a lot today and how if things had been diffrent and stuff. its still tough nan and still hurts but trying to stay strong for you and trying to keep my head down to do this course for you too nan even though your not here to see me succeed i hope that you will look down on graduation day and tell them ppl with you in hevan thats my grandaugher. really am missing you loads nan love you so much and wishing you where here anyway i gotta go because im gunna break up and start crying all over again and you would say oh you bugger. love you xx
nan found these lyrics on a song and they make me think of you so just want to share them with you
you look so beautiful today
When you're sitting there it's hard for me to look away
So I try to find the words that I could say
I know distance doesn't matter
But you feel so far away
And I can't lie
But everytime I leave my heart turns grey
And I, I wanna come back home to see your face tonight...
Cause I just can't take it
Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
I can wait, I can wait forever
When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it won't stop bleeding
I can wait, I can wait forever.
I love you nan couldn't stop thinking about you today! really missing you it hurts still you know. but im not surprised it hurts because your so special and you were the best love nan and miss you wish you were here
my mother in law died 24/7/09
please keep her safe in heaven
inrealpain
R.I.P nan you will alwaysed be missed and loved dearly forever, i miss you more and more eveyday!! we are looking after geourge its werid you not being here. i just hope your happier wherever you are now then when you was when you were here with us love you nan xxx
lostlittlelamb
missing you so much
inrealpain
missing you nan, it doesn't seem to be getting easier only harder, i wish i could tell you that i love you once more. never new losing you would hurt so much. you were the best and im sorry if i ever took you for granted. miss you more every day mornings are the worst for a split second i think its a nightmare then i realise its not. i want you here with us nan, i have so much i want to share with you. im lost without you. love you nan R.I.P x
lostlittlelamb
hey nan, hope your ok in heaven.. really missing you so much. It hit me really hard yesterday that you had died when we talked out cancer cells in bioliogy. I wish you were here i have so much to tell you i feel that i let you down nan because i wasn't around the last few weeks of your life when u needed me the most. I got 8/8 distinctions at college last year and past my english exam. I am applying for uni now nan, i promised you that i would be the first grandaughter to go to uni! so i am i wish you were here to see me go though nan. Went back to college yesterday was werid went to ring you on my lunch break like u used to but then realised that you wouldn't be there. I can still see you lieing in that hopital bed on ur last day i can even here the breathing machines when i lay in bed at night it hurts so much nan and nothing i do is the same i try and keep busy to stop myself thinking about u but then i feel bad because you diserve to thought about but when i do think about you i just cry. Nan you really where my world my rock my eveything and i wish there was a way to bring you back. i really don't know how people can cope with losing there parents because if losing someone like you has made me feel like this then what the hell is that about. i sometimes think is it worth taking me just to be with you but i know you wouldn't want that and i dont want to put my family through more pain. really missing you nan. i so wanted you to be around longer with me. nan you were my best friend im so lost. i have your photo everywhere phone,ipod bedroom in my college book i take it everywhere with me and i show ppl adn tell them what a fighter you were anyway nan i better go i need to sleep got college tomoz need to go make you proud love you and missing you so so so so much. Think of you everyday R.I.P x
lostlittlelamb
Nan why does it still hurt?
lostlittlelamb
hey nan, missing you still is beginig not to hurt as much but i think thats because i have opened up and ppl now know what i was feeling. scared about tomoz nan, but im hoping that you will be looking 100% right over me and keeping me strong and that, missing you and loving so much
xx
lostlittlelamb
alrite nan, im sorting it all out now sorting my life out. sorry for being a bit of a disappointment the last week or so just haven't felt like i can cope. you used to me my scape goat and i just didn't really no who els i could use. i still really don't no one could really replace you. but anyway nan i just pop by just to tell you that i love you sooo much and i really miss you more today then i did yesterday. been thinking about you a lot today and how if things had been diffrent and stuff. its still tough nan and still hurts but trying to stay strong for you and trying to keep my head down to do this course for you too nan even though your not here to see me succeed i hope that you will look down on graduation day and tell them ppl with you in hevan thats my grandaugher. really am missing you loads nan love you so much and wishing you where here anyway i gotta go because im gunna break up and start crying all over again and you would say oh you bugger. love you xx
lostlittlelamb
nan found these lyrics on a song and they make me think of you so just want to share them with you
you look so beautiful today
When you're sitting there it's hard for me to look away
So I try to find the words that I could say
I know distance doesn't matter
But you feel so far away
And I can't lie
But everytime I leave my heart turns grey
And I, I wanna come back home to see your face tonight...
Cause I just can't take it
Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
I can wait, I can wait forever
When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it won't stop bleeding
I can wait, I can wait forever.
I love you nan couldn't stop thinking about you today! really missing you it hurts still you know. but im not surprised it hurts because your so special and you were the best love nan and miss you wish you were here
lostlittlelamb