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inrealpain 
2:07pm Wednesday
well finally after 17 days of no treatment my father died yesterday
its a strange feeling im not sure weather to be happy or sad and those emotions change every min with me
this man abused me when i was a child and abused my daughter too
how am i suppose to feel ?
i still have to play the dutiful daughter for my step mum sake as she has no idea what has taken place in the past
and i want it to stay that way
it is hard to when part of me is glad that he is dead
oh well i have my dearest wish
now just the funeral to get through
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i can understand how you feel and you will get through it all you are stronger now and finally you can get on with your life. You have had one hell of a year and it can only get better huge hugs my wonderful friend here for you always
monkeyraksha
love you mum. you have us still and we're hold your hand no matter what! you can lean on me! love you x
lostlittlelamb