ackyslady's Journal

I have found a journal that for some reason others might want to read - I need to be heard so here I am.

I am a survivor of childhood sexual abuse, of neglect, of lack of love and of emotional manipulation..... I am in the depths of a binge eating disorder which always takes hold this time of year - "go on - have one - it's christmas!"

I am low, so low today - I can't stop eating and if it wasn't for the fact I have four beautiful children I would drink myself into a stupor - lol at least the hangover would be so bad I wouldn't do it anyway.

I feel the need to speak but don't know what to say!

It is taking all out of me to not go and purge it would hurt my husband so much for me to start again - I need help.

Diana xx