im 18 years old. Currently taken, going on 2 years with the most amazing guy ive ever met. im in college to become a physicians assisstant. im trying to become a better person, inside and out. Over the course of the past few months, ive had a rough time finding out who i am, and being heldback by others. now im finding out this isnt the girl im proud of, and the girl i do not want to be. just looking for support and hopefully happiness is right around the corner.
im 18 years old. Currently taken, going on 2 years with the most amazing guy ive ever met. im in college to become a physicians assisstant. im trying to become a better person, inside and out. Over the course of the past few months, ive had a rough time finding out who i am, and being heldback by others. now im finding out this isnt the girl im proud of, and the girl i do not want to be. just looking for support and hopefully happiness is right around the corner.
December 19, 2007 10:24pm
today was a good day. but ive decided that im not going to spend christmas with my family.im dealing with so much right now, my mom is the last thing …
December 18, 2007 2:01pm
Im trying to change who i am. but not completely, i just think there are issues i need to deal with and fix me. I cant expect to love someone if i …
Haven't heard from you lately. Hope you are doing okay. I wanted to let you know I was thinking about you and hoping you are doing well. Hugs, Fern
I wish you the sweetest best year ever.
Hey, Apple Cider Happy New Year to you. Wishing you a great 2008.
Hope you had a great Christmas, and wishing you a continued happy holiday season. Have a great day tomorrow. Jan
Hi Dear, I posted an entry into my journel. It's the first time I ever did it. If you get a chance to read I hope it will be helpful. Dave
i have always been different, and loud, and fun, but to most people they define who i am. Ive dealt with anxiety all my life. i take xanax when i have to and it does wonders. but i dont want to have to depend on medication my whole life. just looking for a way to control my anxiety and not let it control me. i only have on e life to live, and im trying to figure out the best way for me.
i have had the worst first semester of college. bad room mate. horrible friends. paying for school on my own. trying to find out who i am. and im ready to have a better semester OFF campus!
i get these about once or twice a week. and i become so tired after i fall asleep for hours. i got my first one when i was 7, and ive never gone a week without one. i worry about the dumbest things.
i have been clinically diagnosed with ADD since i was 8 years old. sometimes doing daily things is almost impossible, im that girl with a million sticky notes for to do lists. :(
my friend died in a fatal cxar accident leaving my house the day of her fiances bday. he hasnt spoken to me since. but ever since i lost my best friend, its almost impossible to make a true friend. im sad alot, because i feel like i have so much to offer as a friend, its just a shame i have a soul thats about 30 but stuck in the body of an 18 year old.no one my age wants someone that acts like a mom.
