Journal Entry for January 12, 2009
Woah my new years resolution was to try better in college, i've fucked up already!
gahh i'm so behind its unbelievable,
most of my tutors hate …
There's not much to say about me really, i'm not the most exciting person you'll ever meet. My mood changes in a matter of minutes and I find it really hard to open up to people in person. I was hoping that this site would help me to work towards fixing that but i've been online for almost a year now and still nothing has changed for the better.
There's not much to say about me really, i'm not the most exciting person you'll ever meet. My mood changes in a matter of minutes and I find it really hard to open up to people in person. I was hoping that this site would help me to work towards fixing that but i've been online for almost a year now and still nothing has changed for the better.
G3MM4x gave ProtectmeMJT a miss you 5:52pm
:( i dont even know what to say anymore, i miss you so much it hurts :( xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx…
G3MM4x turned 17 12:00am
Woah my new years resolution was to try better in college, i've fucked up already!
gahh i'm so behind its unbelievable,
most of my tutors hate …
I managed to do it, but I think I gave myself too long tbh.
I got lazy about it and ended up overloading towards the end just so I could complete …
haha, im nearly there :)
being ill works wonders.
Hope you all have an amazing christmas btw
lovelovelove
I've had enough of my friends moaning about how shit their lives are when their fucking idea of a bad life is having a broken nail or their …
oooooooooppppppppsssssssssssss.
I just got my t-shirt from college, the ones you have to wear when you go on placement and I just so happen to be …
I started cutting when i was 12 but have now turned to burning aswell as cutting which I promised myself I would never do, and I just got over my second serious overdose.
I don't really remember what made me think 'ok i'm gonna go vegetarian now' but yeah, I did, I suppose I act the way I do because it gives me another exuse not to eat certain things, which makes me feel in control. Cutting out meat helped me to lose quite a bit of weight.
It feels like it's me against the world when i'm in my house, I always make exuses to be out and if I ever am at home i'll be shut away in my room online because I just can't handle the arguements I cause.
13/5/07 ily♥
Although I have lost a lot of weight over the past year, I always feel it's not enough. I'm still fat and no matter what I try i'll be fat forever.
I'd love to hear what helps other people and maybe try it for myself, no matter how much weight I lose it will never be enough.