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XxSkepticalxX 
1:14am, October 19, 2009
I think I have made some progress but I know I am still really fucked up by it...I cannot stand to hear men talk about how women are soo sexy and i'd like to tap that and shit like that it drives me insane and makes me want to hurt them...T.V shows and any talk about rape send me funny...A weird twisted feeling in my gut and I start to dissasosiate and get painful memories...But I have delt with it to some degree and well GOD only knows if I will ever make a full recovery where it won't bother me or give me triggers...
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deal with rape
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i know exactly what you mean...if i hear anybody talking like that it flicks a switch inside of me and i become SO angry and hurt.
You're not alone:)
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