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LKim 
10:19pm, July 6, 2009
I am really at an all time low right now and I am in need of all of your prayers.
First of all.. today is the 2 year Anniversary of losing my Daddy. Our debt consolidation fell through... Frankie's back is no better, put him off work another month, he has an appt with the back Dr. this Friday, the WORSE news, he cannot have back surgery for at least a year.. he is taking Plavix, if he has surgery, they will have to take him off of it, and if they take him off of it right now, the stint will collapse and he will have a heart attack...no other way around it.. no more options either.. just CANNOT for a year.. and I know he cannot hurt like he is right now for a year.
We spent most of the day trying to figure out what to do about our bills, and the only thing we can come up with is selling our house.. we haven't given up yet, but we are looking possibly a year that he will not be able to work now, so we have got to do something.
This is just tearing my heart out...I am still hanging on to the Faith that GOD WILL SEE US THROUGH THIS!!!!!!!!!! The valley we are in right now is really dark but I know the he will send some light soon. He has seen us through some tough times, but never like this one. I have noticed today that human nature has tried to take over and worrying about this has won a few times.. or rather should I say, the devil is trying so hard to dig his way in.. since the Lord has been working in our lives lately. But that is when the devil just pushes his way through every weak spot .He has sure been hard at work , cause I am fighting him off every time he even makes an attempt. Please pray for me!! And for Frankie!!!
Talk to you all soon. I have a migraine and I am hurting all over(good ole Fibro). Need some rest. Hope I can get some. God Bless All of you!! Lori
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Hi Lori, I've been reading your journals and can see what a rough time you and Frankie and your family are going through. We were there many times when we were younger with 5 kids even. Of course, we weren't paying for a home at the time. I can only imagine how you must be feeling. You're so right about the devil trying to intrude on the good that God is doing. Sometimes we just can't see the light for awhile but just have to have faith that it's not very far away. God knew what you needed before you even needed it. Hang in there. I know it isn't always easy, but try. I will pray that something comes along to help soon. Hugs to all of you, Judi
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