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LKim
Female, 41
"FAITH is believing, not seeing.. I BELIEVE!!!!"
10:19pm, July 6, 2009
Journal Entry for April 19, 2009 Mood
Sunday, April 19, 2009

I cannot believe the weekend is about gone, I sure wish it lasted as long as the weeks.

I am still hurting all over.. yesterday was pretty rough for me, and today is not much better.

I got my part for my sewing machine, Frankie got it put in and I couldn't get it to pull the bobbin thread around so the needle thread could loop it and bring it through, I tried for over an hour ( and I know how to do this) it just wasn't working right, so he got in there and tried taking it out and putting it back in, we  went by the manual.. well he ended up breaking the new one. I just wanted to scream, cry, yell, holler, I felt so much frustration, I thought I was gonna have a panic attack. I guess I stay half frustrated from hurting all the time and this kinda made a bomb go off in my head. I had a real good cry!!! and just got out of my craft room for the rest of the day. I just wanted to sew, that has been helping me get my mind off the pain, and I have got so many things pinned and ready to be sewed, just laying there.

I've got some painting I could do, BUt I want to sew. I know that's silly.

I need to get in there and go through my closet, there is a lady at Frankie's

sister's church who is in need on clothes. And I have alot in there that I really don't wear, and it would make me feel good to help her out. Was hoping to get through them so she could take them back with her to church tonight, but I don't think I am gonna make it. Especially if I am sitting here on this computer.

I'll go. I'll talk to you all later. God Bless You!           Lori

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  1. ds13099

    lol I HEAR ya when ur mind is set to do something THATS what we want to do! sory the machine isnt working I pray it gets fixed soon.
    I wanted nothing more then sit at my computer sat night. I was out with friend early int he day at a tricky tray and then I had to come home and load up the car for the flea market i was doing for sunday so after dinner I WAS SHOT my pain level was high my fatigue was high and all i wanted to do was relax in my recliner and play online WROMG computer is broke again! I felt like you did! Arggggggg
    ANyways i am using hubbys puter again till we find out whats wrong with mine and get it fixed!
    Have a GREAT day! I am off to my parents for an overnight. I had a great week end it did take its toll on me but I feel well enough right now to go to parents, I can sleep when i get there lol. I HOPE to visit with my girlfriend tomorrow before returning home. Hope u r well, special Blessings & Prayers Donna S


    ds13099

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