LKim's Journal

I can honestly say 'I AM GLAD THIS WEEK IS OVER" WHEW.... I am exhausted.

Monday, carried Frankie to the Dr. he was so sick

Tuesday, went with my sister Rhonda to my new Dr.( she wants to start going there)and then to an appt with Britney at 4:00 that evening, didn't get home until after 6;00( my OCD was in high gear, my routine was all out of whack)

Wednesday.. Had to carry Frankie back to the Dr. he was worse, and I had a migraine..... I got a shot for my head and he now has the flu.

Thursday, went and got groceries that morning, and had a hair cut appt at 2:30 that evening..

Today, Had to carry Bethney to the Dr. she has been hurting in her back some this week, and she called me this morning at 4:00, crying, she couldn't hardly move it was hurting so bad.. she had pulled a muscle and also had a terrible kidney infection, left the clinic, went and got her meds and I come home... I COLLAPSED in the chair.

I have felt so guilty for not being here for Frankie this week, it just seemed like everything was going on , I feel like I neglected him, he has been SO SICK/ late this afternoon, he said he was beginning to feel a little bit of his strength come back.. so he has missed a week of work... now I am stressed out about no pay check .. he had 1 day of vacation left , suppose to get 2 more weeks in May, but that isn't doing him any good now, plus all the extra expenses with all the Dr visits and meds we've had on us this week.

I feel like I have got nothing done this week, just busy running here and there. I sure hope next week is better than this one has been.

Caleb is here for the weekend, can't wait to get some of that sweet sugar, that he sometimes wipes off just to get me to kiss him again.. silly thing.. gonna keep a close watch on the craft room this visit, I liked to have never got all that paint cleaned up off my desk.:)

GREAT NEWS, since I went to the Dr. last Monday about my high blood sugars, my readings are back to normal, actually better than they were before they started getting high. So I have been really excited about that. It has took a truckload of stress off of me.

I have been doing some research , for some reason, DIGNITY AND LOW SELF ESTEEM have been heavy on my mind, and I am finding out some interesting things, I am gonna go a write up on it, and I will share it with all of you, One thing I have learned is that LOW SELF-ESTEEM is an illness!!!   Had no idea!!

Well I hope all of you have a great weekend. Take care of yourself. God Bless All of you!!              Lori