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LKim 
10:19pm, July 6, 2009
Wednesday is here, the half way mark of the week... I guess I shouldn't complain after having such a good week yesterday, but this week has NOT been good for me.My sugars are high just about all the time, and I am not doing anything different BUT hurting alot this week. So what's the answer? Hurt alot and have high blood sugar or take something to help the hurt and get my sugar down.. I don't even want to start taking something for pain. This is why I am so upset about this, which in return is NOT helping my sugar levels, since stress is a sure trigger for a rise in them... I feel like I am butting my head into a brick wall, and if I keep doing that , then I'll get a migraine and then a shot, NO WAY TO WIN! I am waiting for the nurse to call me back right now, my fasting levels this morning was 241.. suppose to be between 90-120... UGH.. the only thing I can figure out is that I was hurting so bad when I got out of the bed.
The Cymbalta is helping a good bit with the Fibro, but is that what is causing the high sugar levels.. if so, do I stop taking the Cymbalta and just hurt BAD all the time and have high levels, or do I keep taking it and still have high levels? I am GETTING NO-WHERE... BRICK WALL AFTER BRICK WALL, and I have NEVER had any problems with my sugar. I am just so frustrated!!!! I just want to scream.
Didn't have ANY appointments for this week, so I am hoping I don't have to even get out today, It is windy and rainy here..YUCK...
I did run to the clinic yesterday and take Pam her "LEAVING " gift, and of course, we both cried. Come home and took a nap, I was worn out just from that. I guess I am gonna have these bad days , but when I had such GOOD days last week, I just got so built up, I felt like I could have moved a mountain. This week, I don't even think I could pick up a small little rock! :(
Well, I am sorry I done so much venting.. I do feel a little better now. Hope at least some of you are having a better week than me. God Bless All of You!! Lori
