LKim's Journal

I just don't understand why I am having such a hard time with Pam leaving the clinic, I can't talk about it without crying. I have been doing alot of thinking about the way I am handling this... I do love everybody else there as well, but it was just something about her and the way me and her got along. She treated me with so much respect, not that the others don't, but she was just SPECIAL...  I guess maybe she was the first nurse to return one of my calls that didn't talk down to me, that talked to me like I was somebody.. not just a MIGRAINE.

I am gonna miss her so much, the other one that is there, Barbara, she is a hoot too, and she has been good to me too. She always makes me smile.

I guess after everything I have been through, and I finally found them all, I didn't want anything to change at all. I wanted it all to stay the same.

I am not having a very good day today.. achy feeling, must be a Fibro flare or something.. and my hip is about to kill me, also, my ankles are hurting, they feel like they need to pop or something... Ya'll ought to see me trying to walk around here HeHe  :) I look every bit of 100 years old. Trying to find some humor to keep from crying.

I keep telling myself , tomorrow is gonna be a better day.

I have to be a bragging momma for just a minute... Bethney , my middle daughter , the one that is married , has lost 30 lbs.. and I AM SO PROUD OF HER!!!!! SHE LOOKS GREAT!!!! And she has actually been treating me EXTREMELY BETTER   WOW... But she really does look so good. Ben, her husband, grilled her Rib-eyes , and baked potatoes and salad for Valentines Day and even had the table set with flowers in a vase. She had to work Sat. so he was busy as a bee running around getting everything ready.. HOW SWEET!!!  I remember when Frankie used to do things like that for me.. I THINK I REMEMBER???? LOL Something just happens after 21 years... I did get the most sweetest card, it made me cry!!!

I hope all of you have a great week. Take care, God Bless You!    Lori