LKim's Journal

Well yesterday morning, I got up moving like a turtle ( as usual). Got the coffee brewing and got my daily list binder out ready to make my list while I drank my coffee. I was thinking .. this is gonna be another good day for me( trying to keep positive thoughts ALL the time). Got done with my list and coffee and got up and got started!

Before daylight ever came , my head had started hurting out of no-where... Didn't bend or move the wrong way , just started having pains in the left side..so I went and sit down for a minute, eased off some, so I got up and started moving at an even slower pace... it started hurting again.. so I just went in the kitchen and took my Benedryl and Phenergan.. I thought I am gonna catch this thing before it has time to even think about hitting me hard. Went and reclined back in Frankies recliner and rested for a while...  My head eased off once again. WHEW!!!

My Uncle and Aunt are up visiting my momma , so me and Bethney (my married daughter) were gonna go get groceries together,she was off work. My head seemed o.k. , wasn't right, but not hardly bothering me... She came and got me at about 9:30 and our first stop was my Dr's office, I had made a big batch of cookies and about 75 painted clothespins with magnets on the back for their refrigerators... Just a little Valentines Day Happy!!!

When I got out of the truck, both of the nurses were headed back towards the door, they had been out to one of them's care... when they seen me, they hollered... WHAT YOU GOT US TO EAT????  And they come running..... It was so funny..... Pam, is one of the nurses that always calls me back when I call in , so I had also brought her a Thank you card with a key chain I made her, just for putting up with me :)  Then MY HEART GOT BROKEN.............. Pam is the one who told me before hanging up one day when I had called >" I LOVE YA", and I told her " I LOVE YA TOO"  She is SOOOOO Special to me... Next week is her last week at the clinic, Financial reasons she is gonna go to work at the hospital. Tears started rolling down my face..... We hugged for a long time, and we both cried. She has been SO good to me, they ALL have , but I have had so much contact with her.

 She told me who was gonna take her place, and of course, I said NOBODY CAN.. she said the girl was really nice.. and I told her " WELL YOU BETTER TELL HER TO BE GOOD TO ME LIKE YOU ARE!!!!!  She said " I WILL"

Barbara is the other nurse and I love her too, she started crying and quickly went back in the clinic( with cookies in her hand) LOL

So a llittle depression kinda crept in on me after this,,, everytime I think about it, I cry!!! I know that everything will be o.k. cause I love the Dr and everybody else up there as well. But Pam was my Special one!! Probably due to all the crying I done on and off yesterday, I have had a headache. . I am trying not to dwell on her leaving but you see OCD is also a part of my life too.. and I really can't get it off my mind now... It's a no win situation. I am just sad!!!!

Not much going on today, not feeling real good.... BUT I am still very Thankful for the last few GREAT DAYS I have had , maybe this is will turn out o.k.

I hope all of you have a great weekend. Take care, and God Bless You!  Lori