Sticks And Stones
November 14, 2009 4:08am
As children many of us were taught that "Sticks and stones may break my bones but your words can't even hurt me". Now as an adult …
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hurting4real719
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About Me
hurting4real719
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About Me
My name is Lisa, I am 45 years old. I have a problem with and being treated for depression. I have a younger brother who is 43 and he has lung cancer. He has been given 3 to 6 months to live my the doctors. As far as I am concerned, God gives life and determines death. At first I let this thing crush me and it shakened my faith, but I am getting my faith back and I will not question Gods will. I am looking forward to the new year, no matter what it holds for me. I want to have a good attitude about every thing. I am realizing that my attitude will determine how I handle any given situtation and also in most cases it will determine the out come. I love to smile, laugh and just be happy. I am self employed and my business takes me all across the country. often for very long periods of time. I love what I do and I love to meet new people.
My name is Lisa, I am 45 years old. I have a problem with and being treated for depression. I have a younger brother who is 43 and he has lung cancer. He has been given 3 to 6 months to live my the doctors. As far as I am concerned, God gives life and determines death. At first I let this thing crush me and it shakened my faith, but I am getting my faith back and I will not question Gods will. I am looking forward to the new year, no matter what it holds for me. I want to have a good attitude about
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Interests
I would like to learn how to fish. I have 2 new fishing rods and no idea what to do with them. I like to bowl and I pretty good at it. I read a lot, only insperational and self help books. NO NOVELS, NO LOVE STORIES, NO DRAMA!!! I think they are a waste of time. I would say that I am a busy person, but I have some trouble staying focused! I like to laugh and make people laugh. last but not least I am a terrilbe speller, so if you find any misspelled word "SORRY".
I would like to learn how to fish. I have 2 new fishing rods and no idea what to do with them. I like
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Recent Activity
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November 16
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hurting4real719 gave ScaredAlone a hug 2:26pm
Thank you for the hug, it really means a lot to me. I am feeling better now looking forward to better…
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hurting4real719 gave valleyblooms a hug 1:27pm
thank you for the hug. very very nice.…
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hurting4real719 gave careds a hug 1:26pm
Thanks. your words mean are touching and I would like to add you to my friends list, is that ok?…
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hurting4real719 gave TriviaQueen flowers 1:23pm
I am doing better today. I slept for over 2 days, stuck in the bed. I really took it very hard and I…
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hurting4real719 gave hotdogalice a thanks 1:13pm
I love chocolate. Thanks. I am better today, I slept for nearly 21/2 days. I feel ok…
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I am here at DS quite often
November 13, 2009 10:46am
Most of the time, when I log onto DS I am reading the threads in the Depression support group. Very rarely do I write a thread or even write a …
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A happy day
November 12, 2009 10:49pm
There are so many good, good people here at DS and I just want to say thank you. I am sure that most of you dont even know how you have helped me. I …
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Heart And Soul
November 9, 2009 4:45am
Oh I wish this was a place made just for me
where my soul ran wild and my heart was free.
where sadness was a feeling that I never feel
where emptiness …
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My Highs Are Lows
April 30, 2008 3:52am
Well I am back in my house complete with gas, electric and water. The damage of the fire is almost a bad memory. The problem is, its just a house, a …
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Prayer
I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers.
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Hug
Glad i could help added u as a friend we'll keep each other encouraged
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Little Love
I'm am so very happy to hear you are back on your feet and fighting once more. Our relatives can be so casually cruel and not have any idea how their words go right to our hearts. They can take our love for granted because we are blood kin. Well, up to a point that is true. I love all my relatives, but there are some I sure don't like and will not be around. ;)
Even if that bitter old person didn't appreciate your act of selfless charity in bringing donuts to him, Jesus appreciated it. And He is the one who's opinion really does matter. -
Chocolate
SOMETIMES WE JUST NEED CHOCOLATE..I am sorry for what your going thru. i have a similar story also. Want to talk?
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Hug
I hope the pain your thoughtless and ungrateful relative inflicted has subsided. Some people are simply not happy unless they are belittling someone. It's as if making you feel small, makes them feel powerful. It is their shame, not yours! You did a wonderful and compassionate thing by getting those donuts. Shame on that person for being so mean and ugly about it.
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Support Groups
Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionI use to be a very happy person, now I hate happy people, I hate everything. I don't sleep or I sleep 2 much i don't eat or i eat 2 much
Treatments
Close Lung Cancer
my brother who is 43 learned 2 months ago that he has a very agressive form of lung cancer. my whole world is falling apart.
Open Bereavement
Type: Loss of a SiblingMy brother/ best friend died of cancer at the age of 42 on Jan. 25, 2008. My life is forever changed. Not sure how I can go on. He was a very big part of my life. I miss him every minute od every day.
Treatments
- Crying Not Working
- cry all the time
- Getting Angry Not Working
- I am mad as hell. my anger has taken over my life.
- Prayer Somewhat Helpful
- Remembering Working / Worked
- some memories make me laugh
- Support from Friends & Family Not Working
- tired of hearing "its gonna be ok". it will never be ok, never. I wish they stop telling me that.
