Venting Session # 1
November 2, 2009 5:49pm
I have so much to say but I don't know how. I am so sick of feeling down. it reallly fucking sucks. Maybe I will start to go to therapy again.. I …
Goal Completed on Jul 21, 08
xxJillxx
2:20pm, November 14, 2009
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About Me
xxJillxx
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About Me
My name is Jillian.I am 16 years old.I feel very lost, confused, scared, and depressed.I just need someone to talk to.
My name is Jillian.I am 16 years old.I feel very lost, confused, scared, and depressed.I just need someone to talk to.
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I love photography, writing poerty, being around people who make me smile, and watching good movies.
I love photography, writing poerty, being around people who make me smile, and watching good movies.
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Recent Activity
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1 discussion post
Today
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xxJillxx and mystrengthnotfade are now friends 7:20am
Yesterday
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xxJillxx wrote a discussion post in the Loneliness support group: Sick of the loneliness 5:14pm
I'm so tired of being alone. I wish I could find someone to love me? I don't know, it would be nice.…
November 14
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xxJillxx updated their status 2:20pm
a day to remember…
April 16
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xxJillxx turned 16 12:00am
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September 16, 2009 5:38pm
I'm fucking screaming, yelling, PRAYING for someone anyone to come and save me. I'm stuck in a slump, I'm in a hole and clearly no one …
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I love this baby already
August 4, 2009 8:45pm
How is it possible to feel so dirty but still be a virgin? I don't know, but I know I feel like a whore and a slut and worthless and …
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Journal Entry for July 27, 2009
July 27, 2009 12:38pm
i am excited to have a niece or nephew.. i feel like he or she will bring so much joy to my life, that he or she will give me another reason to want …
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Well...That sucks..
July 22, 2009 3:25pm
soo... my brother got arrested two days ago.. and his girlfriend is two months pregnant. He's 18 and she will be 19 soon. My grandpa has been …
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Jill, you can talk to me anytime you need to hon, I would be more than glad to be your friend!! I have been through a lot of the HARD knocks in life, even at the same age as you so you just give me a holler and I'll try to be there for ya...I do hope you have a good Sunday and there will be better days ahead!!
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well, take good care of your mental health - high school is THE most stressful time in your life.
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i got into a support group through my therapist, so that's what i recommend you do too :)
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heyy you are under A LOT of stress right now - you tottally need some real life support. is your school counselor available to talk? can she get you into a support group at McLean Hospital in Belmont, MA? you totally need to be in a group where you can talk your worries out with real people. you just need that relief. good luck :)
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hey thanks for adding me. what's the matter? if you need someone to talk to i'm here.
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Support Groups
Close Teen Sexuality
Type: Gay / Lesbian IssuesI am confused.That's all.
Close Depression Supporters
My brother has been diagnosed with depression. Also my mother has recently been taking medication. I am also affected by depression.
Open Families & Friends Of Addicts
My cousin is a heroin addict. My aunt is an alcoholic/drug addict. My grandpa used to be an alcoholic, he's sober now. I also have another cousin who is an alcoholic/ drug addict who is in prison now.
Open Family Issues
who doesn't have family issues?
Treatments
- Music Working / Worked
- I turn to music every chance I get.
Open Gay & Lesbian Teens
I am confused about my sexuality.
Open Self-Injury
I started cutting myself when I was 12,I am 16 now.Last time I cut was about a month ago.
Treatments
- Rubber Bands Not Working
- If I ever felt unsafe I would snap a elastic really hard against my wrist.It would sting, and definatley not give the same effect as atually cutting.
- Talking Not Working
- It is very hard for me to open up, and something like cutting makes it even harder.But when my mom found out, she got really scared.She of course told dad,big brother, and little sister.And maybe nana and grandpa too.Talking to my friends and sister helps.I try hard to be able to explain what I was feeling or have felt but it is hard when that person you're talking to hasn't even felt it before.It makes it easier because I have friends who have hurt themselves before.
Open Shyness
I am just a shy person.I have trust issues, so it's very hard to open up to people, even my sister, or best friends.
Open Teen Anxiety
It happens so randomly. And now it happens so much more. When it happens I can't breahe and usually feel like vomiting. I hate it so much.
Open Families of Prisoners
My cousin is in jail in Arizona for a very long time for a very horrible thing he did.
Open Family & Friends of Cancer Patients
My cousin Olivia is a cancer survivor. My grandpa has recently been diagnosed with liver cancer, =[. My mother's best friend recently died from cancer, it was very hard..
Open High School Stress
I HATE HIGH SCHOOL. enough said?
Open Marijuana Addiction & Recovery
i love weed
Open Smoking Addiction & Recovery
smoking for a year
Treatments
- Willpower Working / Worked
- doesn't work for me
Open Incest Survivors
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Open Family & Friends of Bipolar
My cousin is Bipolar
Open Loneliness
oh the loneliness, its so sickening
