Dawnee222's Journal

I can't even believe this.  After 2 years of reading about everyone else's BFP, it's finally happened for us! We have been trying for almost 2 years and had a miscarriage at 12 weeks in June of '08. I am just still sitting here in shock.  It's too much to take in!  I have my first appointment with the fertility specialist on MONDAY!  I just spent 2 days on the phone with my drs office getting referrals put through and the necesssary documents the fertility specialist needs.  I just went to my gyno yesterday to get an updated chlamidia test because the specialist requires it!  Is this reallly happening?  I keep poking myself.  I tested this morning because my temp didn't drop like it should have and I just kinda really felt weird the last 2 weeks.  I mean I think/hope I am every month, but really this month was different. And I was right!!!  The second line was faint, but it was there.  I'm on CD 27.  I had to sit through work all day today with this news myself and it killed  me! Ian was out of town until tonight and I wanted to tell him so bad all day but I decided to wait and surprise him.  Boy was he surprised and so happy!  So after work and after I told him, I couldn't help but take another test (I bought a cheapee) and the 2nd line was there again, and even darker! I want to tell everyone and I can't!  I just really am in shock still.  I feel so blessed.  What a long road it's been to get here!  I've been waiting so long to write this post in my journal.  I said prayers all day!  Tomorrow I'm sure it'll sink in, then I'll be scared to death!   OMG I'm still shaking as I write this!  I can't believe it!  THANK YOU GOD!!!