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Jamie510
Female, 26, CA
"things are finally looking up! :)"
3:24am, November 6, 2009

  • About Me

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    Jamie510

    Female, 26
    CA, USA
    Member since December 9, 2007

    • About Me

      I'm 24 and I was diagnosed with Endo about a year and a half ago. I work at a staffing agency.. I love photography and working with animals. The endo has been really hard on my life and my relationships. not to mention i have a lot of depression/anxiety problems. I miss a lot of work, im in pain constantly... the endo has officially helped destroy my relationship with my boyfriend (ex).. and now i am no longer a step mother :( As much stress as having to deal with the kids and their mother caused, those girls really brought a lot of joy to my life. i'm really going to miss them.

      I'm 24 and I was diagnosed with Endo about a year and a half ago. I work at a staffing agency.. I love photography and working with animals. The endo has been really hard on my life and my relationships. not to mention i have a lot of depression/anxiety problems. I miss a lot of work, im in pain constantly... the endo has officially helped destroy my relationship with my boyfriend (ex).. and now i am no longer a step mother :( As much stress as having to deal with the kids and their mother caused,

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      Lump lingered last in line for brains so the one she got was sorta rotten and insane

      Lump lingered last in line for brains so the one she got was sorta rotten and insane

  • Recent Activity

    November 6

    • Jamie510 gave JaniceMV a hug 3:30am

      hey sorry it took so long for me to get back to you, i havent been on here in a while. luckily things…  

    • Jamie510 gave EndoNDNgirl an I'm with you 3:27am

      Hey girly! its good to hear from you! im actually barely ever on here anymore too.. just trying to deal…  

    August 15

  • Journal

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    • Journal Entry for July 15, 2009

      Mood July 15, 2009 1:17am

      im so sick of crying over that dirtbag that I BROKE UP WITH.   why cant i move on??? why am i the one sitting here crying over him while …

    • Journal Entry for July 5, 2009

      Mood July 5, 2009 2:25pm

      Is this what life is about? is this it?  losing people and things that you love just so your strong enough when the next bigger thing we have to …

    • Journal Entry for June 17, 2009

      Mood June 17, 2009 5:19pm

      i really need help. and i dont know where to turn :(  i feel myself slipping deeper and deeper into this stupid depression and i dont know how …

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    • Little Love

      From EndoNDNgirl October 19

      Hey girl, I am rarely on ds anymore. still dealing with it all, barely sometimes. I know ya hear me. Just wanted to stop by and show some love.

    • Hug

      From JaniceMV October 18

      Sending you a hug to hope you are feeling better! I know how rain can totally put ya in a crappy mood!

    • Ray of Sunshine

      From missy7 September 25

      Thanks for the support. Things are just hard right now, but I know they are for eveybody else too! How are things with you? I hope they are getting better! I have had a damn viral infection for the past 2 weeks. I thought it was H1N1 but thankfully it was just a virus. I am just glad that it is Friday!

    • Ray of Sunshine

      From Anastacia September 25

      Hi sweetie, how you doing today? It is a gloriously sunny here, my perfect day, cold but bright! Hope you are doing ok. sending you lots of love and big BIG hugs....XxX

    • Rainbow

      From MoonLittleMoon September 13

      hey :) finally im on the other comp and can say thank you for your message :)
      thank you xxxx how are you going at the moment ?

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  • Support Groups

    • Close Endometriosis

      I was diagnosed about a year ago, I'm always in pain and i'm having a hard time finding any treatments that will work for me. I've had severe depression problems in the past so i'm afraid to get the depo shot or go on Lupron, since it lasts for months... I'm moody enough as it is! :) I had surgery a year ago, the pain never really went away, its just continued to get worse and i think im going to need surgery again very soon :(

      Treatments

      Extended-Cycle Birth Control Somewhat Helpful
      I still bleed all the time and i have almost constant cramps and i get VERY moody... sometimes it seems like my period never ends
      Surgery Somewhat Helpful
      Still in pain. not much changed.
      Hydrocodone Working / Worked
      Helps but my tolerance is a little too high. it doesnt work like it used to.

    • Close Depression
      Type: Clinical (Major) Depression

      I've been depressed for as long as i can remember. I tried to kill myself when i was 21. i've slowly at least come to the point where i dont want to just lay down and die every single day, but i still have a really hard time with life.

      Treatments

      Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Working / Worked
      Effexor Working / Worked
      They put me on it a couple years ago after i was in the hospital. it's been okay. ive been on so many different meds for anxiety/depression and this one has worked the best for me so far... but ive been on meds for so long sometimes its hard to draw the line between some of my symptoms and the medication side effects. i think it makes me more anxious but I don't have as many severe ups and downs (mostly downs)like i used to.
      Psychotherapy Working / Worked
      Seroquel Working / Worked
      Usually I only take it sometimes, at night when im having a really hard time and i cant sleep. makes it hard to wake up though.
      Writing Working / Worked

    • Open Anxiety

      I hate my anxiety. it keeps me from doing everything. i cant ever relax and i feel trapped inside my body and my head, itching to get out of my skin. it makes me want to scream, cry, throw, and hit, but i don't, i just sit there and take it.. but then it ends up turning inward and making me more depressed.

      Treatments

      Acupuncture Not Working
      Didn't work
      Ativan Working / Worked
      A lifesaver when i'm really flipping out.
      Breathing Exercises Working / Worked
      Helps sometimes, but its really hard to get to the point where im relaxed enough to take a full breath, especially when im having an attack.
      Hypnotherapy Not Working
      Didnt work

    • Open Smoking Addiction & Recovery

      I smoke way too much. Im only 24 but ive been smoking for 10 years now. My lungs hurt but I still have no real desire to quit. It's one of the few things I still enjoy. I know i need to at least cut down.

    • Open Healthy Relationships

      need to learn how to have a 'healthy' relationship

    • Open Breakups & Divorce

      i am no longer a stepmom. I moved out from living with my boyfriend because i needed space. the stepmother/live-in babysitter thing was too much for every second of the day. i just wanted something of my own, a space of my own, im only 24. but he couldnt handle that i need my own space, so now we're done. im going to miss his girls, i love them so much :(

      Treatments

      Leave Working / Worked
      Pets Working / Worked
      Reading Working / Worked
      Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
      Support Groups Working / Worked

    • Open Physical & Emotional Abuse

      I recently broke up with my BF. He was always somewhat verbally abusive but i always tried to stand up for myself. A couple weeks ago it finally became physical. I left. I am having a hard time trying no STAY away.

      Treatments

      Leave Working / Worked

    • Open Anger Management

      I really need to learn how to control my anger. its eaten me up inside my whole life, turned inward and taken out on myself.

    • Open Chronic Pain

      I have Endometriosis. It sucks badly. I feel like im on my period 24/7. My Ovaries and my legs are on fire most days.

      Treatments

      Flexeril Working / Worked
      use it when nothing else is working and i just need something to knock me out.
      Heat Working / Worked
      Love my heating pad.
      Hydrocodone Working / Worked
      Norcos. Helps tremendously until my tolerance gets too high.
      Lidoderm Working / Worked
      Marijuana Working / Worked
      Morphine Working / Worked
      Opana ER. Does help to take the edge of the day to day pain. still have to take vicodins for the breakthrough pain though
      Neurontin Working / Worked
      I think it helps...

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