Journal Entry for July 15, 2009
im so sick of crying over that dirtbag that I BROKE UP WITH. why cant i move on??? why am i the one sitting here crying over him while …
I'm 24 and I was diagnosed with Endo about a year and a half ago. I work at a staffing agency.. I love photography and working with animals. The endo has been really hard on my life and my relationships. not to mention i have a lot of depression/anxiety problems. I miss a lot of work, im in pain constantly... the endo has officially helped destroy my relationship with my boyfriend (ex).. and now i am no longer a step mother :( As much stress as having to deal with the kids and their mother caused, those girls really brought a lot of joy to my life. i'm really going to miss them.
I'm 24 and I was diagnosed with Endo about a year and a half ago. I work at a staffing agency.. I love photography and working with animals. The endo has been really hard on my life and my relationships. not to mention i have a lot of depression/anxiety problems. I miss a lot of work, im in pain constantly... the endo has officially helped destroy my relationship with my boyfriend (ex).. and now i am no longer a step mother :( As much stress as having to deal with the kids and their mother caused,
Lump lingered last in line for brains so the one she got was sorta rotten and insane
Lump lingered last in line for brains so the one she got was sorta rotten and insane
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im so sick of crying over that dirtbag that I BROKE UP WITH. why cant i move on??? why am i the one sitting here crying over him while …
Is this what life is about? is this it? losing people and things that you love just so your strong enough when the next bigger thing we have to …
i really need help. and i dont know where to turn :( i feel myself slipping deeper and deeper into this stupid depression and i dont know how …
Hey girl, I am rarely on ds anymore. still dealing with it all, barely sometimes. I know ya hear me. Just wanted to stop by and show some love.
Sending you a hug to hope you are feeling better! I know how rain can totally put ya in a crappy mood!
Thanks for the support. Things are just hard right now, but I know they are for eveybody else too! How are things with you? I hope they are getting better! I have had a damn viral infection for the past 2 weeks. I thought it was H1N1 but thankfully it was just a virus. I am just glad that it is Friday!
Hi sweetie, how you doing today? It is a gloriously sunny here, my perfect day, cold but bright! Hope you are doing ok. sending you lots of love and big BIG hugs....XxX
hey :) finally im on the other comp and can say thank you for your message :)
thank you xxxx how are you going at the moment ?
I was diagnosed about a year ago, I'm always in pain and i'm having a hard time finding any treatments that will work for me. I've had severe depression problems in the past so i'm afraid to get the depo shot or go on Lupron, since it lasts for months... I'm moody enough as it is! :) I had surgery a year ago, the pain never really went away, its just continued to get worse and i think im going to need surgery again very soon :(
I've been depressed for as long as i can remember. I tried to kill myself when i was 21. i've slowly at least come to the point where i dont want to just lay down and die every single day, but i still have a really hard time with life.
I hate my anxiety. it keeps me from doing everything. i cant ever relax and i feel trapped inside my body and my head, itching to get out of my skin. it makes me want to scream, cry, throw, and hit, but i don't, i just sit there and take it.. but then it ends up turning inward and making me more depressed.
I smoke way too much. Im only 24 but ive been smoking for 10 years now. My lungs hurt but I still have no real desire to quit. It's one of the few things I still enjoy. I know i need to at least cut down.
need to learn how to have a 'healthy' relationship
i am no longer a stepmom. I moved out from living with my boyfriend because i needed space. the stepmother/live-in babysitter thing was too much for every second of the day. i just wanted something of my own, a space of my own, im only 24. but he couldnt handle that i need my own space, so now we're done. im going to miss his girls, i love them so much :(
I recently broke up with my BF. He was always somewhat verbally abusive but i always tried to stand up for myself. A couple weeks ago it finally became physical. I left. I am having a hard time trying no STAY away.
I really need to learn how to control my anger. its eaten me up inside my whole life, turned inward and taken out on myself.
I have Endometriosis. It sucks badly. I feel like im on my period 24/7. My Ovaries and my legs are on fire most days.