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| February 2009 |
Friday, 2/27
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today was a very weird day. it started out well...made it to work and got some things done that I needed to do but then I started feeling bored....since it is a holiday there were not many emails, customers around so I started getting antsy and wanted to leave early which I did. But this huge boredom came over me even more and things that generally interest me like gardening, shopping had little appeal. I finally made it to yoga which helped but I still had this disapointing feeling, like nothing was good enough and little things were making me sad. I had a big list of things that were making me unhappy...weight loss has plataued sp! since I stopped drinking even though I am going to yoga all the time and not drinking. not happy with my face, how did it start looking older??? it is supposed to magically be refreshed now that I have stopped drinking. and then it went even further, the yoga class wasn't hot enough and that upset me. I tried to let that go though because I went to the class to be peaceful and here I was getting stressed out during the class.
I finally figured out that I was feeling a bit discontent. I wish I could say I went to a meeting but I just came home and ate, watched a couple of movies. I didn't drink but I hope this isn't called dry drunk etc. it was definitly a day that I would have drunk on before to get rid of the feelings. so I guess that is what I am feeling right now, like everything is not perfect and okay. like things are out of place but I am not sure what. I am sleepy so maybe a good night sleep will be helpful. hope so!
weatsiebat