krystalrose

Open Physical & Emotional Abuse

When I was little my step dad hit me alot and yelled at me alot, he liked trying to make me like a man. And my mom always just sat there and let him do that.

Open Phobia
Type: Social Phobia

I have a very bad social phobia. And I get very nervous around areas with alot of people. I am also extremely affraid of worms. I cant stand to even look at a worm. I just about die if one even comes near me. Same with spiders or most other bugs.

Open Migraine Headaches

I have had migraines since I was 11, and I get them pretty often. They can be caused by certain smells, if my neck hurts it will make my head hurt, if I get a little too hot, I get a migraine, sometimes I get them when I dont even do anything. And stress, or crying brings one on to. They usually last until I can sleep for a really long time, or until I can get ahold of some very strong pain pills. But they effect my whole head, my neck my eyes, my jaw bone...everything.

Open Fitness Goals

Started gaining weight when I started homeschool. I weigh 200 pounds and Im 5''4. I want to lose weight so that maybe I will feel a little less self conscious about myself.

Treatments

Walking Working / Worked

I lost 6 pounds in a month from walking and dieting. Until I went to the hospital and couldnt eat anything for a week. Then after that I started eating alot and couldnt exercise cause of my surgery and so I gained the weight back.

Open Obesity

Well Im 200 pounds and Im 5''4. Nobody believes I weigh that much..but I do.

Treatments

Gastric Bypass Surgery Considering

I have thought about this.

Meridia Considering

I got this from a doctor but I kept forgetting to take it.

Physical Exercise Working / Worked

Open Irritable Bowel Syndrome (IBS)

I found out that I have scar tissue wrapped around sections of my intestines, causing everything to block. So I am suppose to take stool softeners every day. If I dont "go" every day, it will cause me lots of stomach pain.

Open Shyness

I am very shy around new people. I wont even talk that much. It makes me look stuck up, which Im not. But I also cant look some people in the face while talking to them, cause I am so shy.

Treatments

Self-esteem Not Working

I have no self-esteem

Open Anxiety

I got diagnosed with Anxiety the same time I got diagnosed with depression

Treatments

Positive Thinking Not Working

doesnt work

Remeron Too Soon to Tell

I just got this yesterday

Open Alcoholism

My mom has been an alcoholic since she was a pre-teen. She started drinking at 13 and just never stopped. She doesnt even drink over being sad. She just loves to drink. And its very badly ruined her life, and she has done alot of horrible things. She drank while pregnant with my siblings and I. She just wont stop no matter how bad things get. I like to stay away from Alcohol because of so many bad things.

Open Stress Management

I have been extremely stressed lately, mostly over relationships and my future. I can hardly sleep because I have constant thoughts and worries. I am grumpy 80% of the time. I feel sick most of the time, my chest always feels tight. And I just feel like if I feel more stressed Im just going to lose my mind.

Treatments

Music Somewhat Helpful

Helps sometimes

Patience Not Working

Seems like its just getting worse with time.

Open Bereavement - Teens

My dad died of cancer when I was 4 years old. I never got to meet him. And sometimes I cry over it, because I keep hearing how good of a man he was and how much he loved me. My siblings and I, all have different dads. He was mine, and I am the only one who never got to know my dad. So I am sensitive when it comes to him. And also my great grandmother died in January, we were all very close to her. I wear one of her rings on a chain around my neck, every day.

Open ADHD / ADD

In school I usually did pretty poorly because I didnt understand most of what I was told to do, no matter what. Usually when I read certain things I will have to read it 4 or 5 times cause I cant focus. I forget instructions very easily. I am constantly thinking. I dont even bother doing homework anymore because I just cant focus on it or understand any of it.

Treatments

Focalin Too Soon to Tell

I started taking these 4 days ago. So they havent really started to work yet. Besides for my depression. But they make me very tired while at the same time giving me energy, so I cant sleep when I take them, they make me nautious, and constipated also.

Open Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)

I have a big obsession with picking at scabs and pimples and stuff. I pick at my eczema and zits and just anything really. I have scars all over my legs, and all over my breasts cause of the eczema on my breasts to. I am too affraid to even let anyone look at my legs and I sure as well wont let any guy ever see my breasts. Its awful, but even though I know its a problem and I know that its awful to do and it looks awful and I hate it. I cant stop.

Open Self-Injury

Last April I cut for the first time, and then it became a habit, I stopped in December, and then cut once more in January, and I havent done it since then.(I always used scissors). Once I used a knife. Doctors have also told me that picking at my skin so much, like I do, is also a form of self harm.

Open Teen Sexuality
Type: Gay / Lesbian Issues

I have been bi all my life. I have always been more into girls. But I have always had boyfriends and never a girlfriend. Its difficult for me dealing with being bi, because I always want to be with a girl but I end up with a guy because I can't find a girlfriend. I have a boyfriend right now and I really really want to be with a girl, but I dont want to cheat on him..I dont know what to do.

Open Bisexuality

I'm bi and have a boyfriend, and I dont know what to do about it..I want to be with a girl..I want a girlfriend. But I dont want to break up with or cheat on my boyfriend. I dont know what to do :(