This week I am finally allowing …
This week I am finally allowing myself to know how exhausted I am. I feel that it is less a physical tiredness, …
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A bit nervous about going to a new book club meeting. I have a fear of groups. But I am trying to challenge myself.
Upset that I will not be able to cut my dialysis time. My values are to horrible. I hate being chained to a chair I feel like a prisoner.
I thought my values were better this really stinks.
They are going to try a different technique so maybe I will bleed less and get to leave sooner. I will try it. Despite my reluctance. I do not believe it will make a difference so I waste from 9am until 315 or 330 a lot longer than the 31/2 on the machine since it takes between 40 -45 to stop bleeding since they have new policies instead of 20.
Nothing seems to work out for me.
I despartely need money to pay bill and other needs.
Sick and tired of being sick and so weak.
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HUGS! Hi Valerie, keep strong angel, and continue to take very good care. :) We are praying for you, wishing you comfort, healing, and peace. we are sending our very best positive healing energy, and get well very soon wishes. our wish for you all, is to have great health, happiness, and peace. :) we hope and pray, that things get better angel. :) We have faith, and believe, and we know, things will be alright. :) one day at a time. :) continue to enjoy each day to the fullest. :) i'm very proud of you, and always will be. :) That's great, that you are going to be going to the book club. :) i admire your strength, courage, and your drive for life. :) You have much to look forward too. :) keep focused on the positives, and the good times to look forward too, like the holidays. :) we'll always be here for you angel. :)
Chris1981